laputa64

Man. Today has been an all out good day. I am ridiculously excited about going to Dragoncon but it is so FAR away. I just can't wait to see the Cruxshadows play....and to see the beautiful Rogue.

Anyways! i never said what happened with the whole Mr. Crush thing. Okay...remember the poem i wrote and posted in here? well i made him this elaborate duck tape card with all of these cool pictures and stuff and i put the poem in there..... to refresh your memory:

i spoke to you in cautious tones
and you replied with no pretense
still i feel i've said too much
my silence my self-defense
but if my silence made you leave
then that would be my first mistake
so i will share this room with you
and you can have my heart to break


Anyways..I never had any intentions of giving it to him...it was just one of those things....i am an artsy person. i make stuff all the time. well he came over the other night to hang out before he went out of town....and i had made this shirt for him. i gave it to him and mike put the card on the bed so that he would sit right down beside it....so of course he picked it up. he never read the poem b/c i took it from him before he got there...but mike said that i should give it to him before he left. he said that right in front of him!! i am being plotted against! needless to say, he got the card before he left and i wont see him for a week b/c he is out of town and i wont talk to him....so he now knows that i like him and i am in suspense.

i just don't think i was comfortable with him getting it yet b/c i still didn't know if he liked me....and i feel like a 12 year old b/c i haven't acted this STUPID and JUVENILE since i was in middle school. i can't believe that a guy is getting me to act like this!!! good grief!!!!