laputa64

last night was so damn confusing with my crush. i cooked all this food and we played hero clix. i am still not sure if he figured out that it was a double date kind of thing or not. it is so sad how i am trying to tiptoe around this whole thing. usually i am really good at telling if a guy is into me or not but he is so timid that i can't tell. i don't want to come on to him if he isn't in to me just b/c i don't want him to feel weird around me. it is hard for me to find people that are into the same stuff that i am....but i like him so much!!! i did leave a funny message on his phone about wanting to flirt with him and he called me back....i just don't know. DAMMIT!!! maybe i should just ask him to hang out with me and just me. but since i don't have a car....it is hard to say..."HEY! will you hang out with me...and by the way you have to come pick me up." *smile*

in other news, i found this kickass corset on ebay for my suicidegirl set. also my best friend has gotten an account here on ebay so you should go say hi: HarmonyRaven

xoxo