journal entry! gotcha. it's only been over two weeks since i posted. there is no excuse. i know! i am stuck in this hole of indecision. i don't know what my next step is in my life. i hate not knowing what to do. i am the kind of person that likes to plan everything out. even if it doesn't work out...and it never does, i at least feel like i am moving forward. my life is a train wreck at the moment and i would get it back on track....if i could figure out in which direction to lay the first plank of wood. vague. i know. i am desperatly good at that.
three months since a judge agreed to grant me money to help pay my medical bills. three months and all i am still getting is letters explaining why i haven't seen a dime yet and no answers on when i might. that is frustrating. that is the government for you. i don't know why i should be suprised.
i have a festival on the twentieth so every waking hour is spent painting and crafting. this is so incredibly like me. i have known about the festival for two months and wait until two weeks before the festival to actually start working on it. lol. i guess i could be thankful that i was laid off and have been jerked around by walmart regarding getting a job. then i wouldn't have all this free time to sulk in my room and paint.
american idol sucks now that chris daughtry has been voted off. i got incredibly mad and have been steaming about this for the last two hours. i really shouldn't get this upset. especially about a show this silly. but i am visibly perterbed.
ooh i got nip/tuck season 1. watched the whole show in one day. so good.
my friend david moved in. somehow writing about that on the internet doesn't seem quite appropriate but saying that i have a big fat crush on a boy that has a girlfriend does somehow.....
maybe one day i will get online and write about things that i am excited about instead of just harping.
three months since a judge agreed to grant me money to help pay my medical bills. three months and all i am still getting is letters explaining why i haven't seen a dime yet and no answers on when i might. that is frustrating. that is the government for you. i don't know why i should be suprised.
i have a festival on the twentieth so every waking hour is spent painting and crafting. this is so incredibly like me. i have known about the festival for two months and wait until two weeks before the festival to actually start working on it. lol. i guess i could be thankful that i was laid off and have been jerked around by walmart regarding getting a job. then i wouldn't have all this free time to sulk in my room and paint.
american idol sucks now that chris daughtry has been voted off. i got incredibly mad and have been steaming about this for the last two hours. i really shouldn't get this upset. especially about a show this silly. but i am visibly perterbed.
ooh i got nip/tuck season 1. watched the whole show in one day. so good.
my friend david moved in. somehow writing about that on the internet doesn't seem quite appropriate but saying that i have a big fat crush on a boy that has a girlfriend does somehow.....
maybe one day i will get online and write about things that i am excited about instead of just harping.
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The boys have had a good run over here and getting airplay on the national radio, so they're going to see what happens here this year, I think.