laputa64

tonight we went to vito's for a hardcore show. i haven't been out in a while especially to there b/c of the chance of running into brooklyn. but it was fucking Glory of This!!! and the show was amazing. Across Five Aprils was really really good too. Saw a lot of people i have been missing which was amazing....and guess who else...why Brooklyn of course!! as soon as this kid Blake saw me, the first thing out of his mouth was "Brooklyn is here...i'm sorry." Brooklyn doesn't even like that kind of music. it was like pulling teeth to get him to come to shows with me and then he just sat downstairs. But he avoided me like the plague so it was okay. never even made eye contact with me. there was this kid mike that was there. i have never liked the guy b/c he is really pretentious....the fact that tonight he walked out of the bathroom, saw this guy talking to his girlfriend and then just punched the guy in the head, did not endear him to me.

a message to you hardcore kids. it is find when you are in the pit and kick and punch people....whatever. but learn how to act!!! FUCK!!! they tear up the place that we have shows, to the point that they will no longer keep having them. they get into fights over STUPID shit b/c they are underage and drinking and retarded. and don't try to kick me in the head. i'm standing up!!! that's just stupid. put your shirts back on and your girl pants look ridiculous.

i drank lots of pbr and spent the rest of the night at wafflehouse amused by these seventeen year old kids giving them a hard time. maybe i should get out of the house more.

BUT then i get home and find that brooklyn has made a new myspace account (http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=47282654) just so that he can email me (you know...since i have everything else blocked). the email said:

" no rest for the wicked felt horrible when i saw you tonite
and came home and my guitar fell over and died (no i didnt do it on purpose but thanx for asking) i think that i would hate you if i didnt miss you so much im settling for pissed im sick scared and at a toatal loss im not sure what else to say do write wait try feel whathefuckeva but im sorry for bothering you(well ok no not really) but what any of this really means is I MISS YOU so yeah that
brooklyn
*lenny*
leonard
mr kondrot
whathefuckeva
i miss you "

and his user pic is a picture of us kissing!!! FUCK!!!!! make it stop!!!! i couldn't regret taking that picture more than right this second. he is the single most hipocritical and flip-floppy person i have EVER come across.