laputa64

I home!!!
I know what you mean, it's easy being the drummer... You get to sit in the back of the stage and hide from the world, which is nice if your as shy as i am.... But I'd love to sing in a band, but I dont think my confidence is quite there..... Did you guys ever work up a name??

Well your's sounded a lot better than mine. I had a fairly quiet one, didn't do a great deal apart from go down the pub and watch football.
Glad you enjoyed yours

i was just thinking about this same stuff last night.
(i think a lot of us do).

i feel totally lost in life......my age, and i have no idea what i am gonna do with my future.

right now i am just trying to make it day to day. but i am not happy. there actually was a period of maybe a year where i could actually say "i am happy in life". looking back, i think it was probably one of the manic phases of my bipolar.

it's always " i might be happy "if"" but, that "if" comes and goes without making much of a dent.

i could blame my depression, but it feels much more than that.

i always feel like everyone else has their life in order so much more than me, and i think "why can't I do that"?

for a long long long time now, i thought
"if i could have a decent job and be able to financially support myself, stand on my own two feet........THAT is it!
that is the key." but, you know what? then i will worry i will lose my job.

for me, i think it comes down to having confidence in myself and my ability to take care of me...........blech. not so much there yet.

i have seen your rant and raised it by two

People tell me that I babble all the time. So, I say babble on. As to your particular situation, I find that people think that happiness is a destination or a tanigble object, and that cause people to wonder "What if?" I try to live my life with idea that happiness is like the wind. Even if I cannot see it, it is always with me, and it will make its presence know when I need it. Also, people expect to find themselves by a certain age or if they do certain things. I believe that self-discovery comes from living, listening to those that have gone before us, making mistakes, and having a little bit of faith.

That sounds so awesome, I'd love that kind of birthday party!

Wish I could lend a hand somehow.

Just take things one at a time. Don't push yourself too hard

anytime
-K

just saying HI

YAY!!!! I'm glad you all liked the name, you'll have to let me know if you actually end up using it. It'd be great seeing that on a show lineup... And no worries, I dont actually expect you to use it. But let me know what you ladies all decide on, I'd love to come out and catch a show one of these days...

what is a run on sentence?
xXx

I always will be in love with New Order's "Ceremony" on the bass. Very simple, but the best music generally is...

Hey, I know I you wanted me to let you know if I posted any pics... Well I managed to fix my webcam and post pics of my tats and some randomness....

your mom is pretty cool, yo...

probably cause? maybe they just shouldn't wear tight pants for a while...

Hmm... Well I'll see what I can do for ya, I'll try to throw some things together and see what I come up with. I'll see how many variations on a skull and crossbones I can pull out of the dark recesses of my noodle. But of course I'm happy to help you and I love recieving your comments too... They make me
Take care

yes the specials do rock.
and yes it was a decent remake you should check it out just for the zombie baby alone...
and yes i got some space ghost tats Ive got SG zorak and brak so far

I noticed that about the movie. I was wondering what the hell they were saying

Jacob Bannon is a Fucking great artist too!

yeah they are just plain idiots there is nothing wrong with being an american idol fan, specially when it has jon peter lewis! yum!
i love weezer and amelie

Well I do try my best, love.

I have my moments