It's four in the morning. It's cold and I'm awake. It's funny, a week ago I'm wearing shorts in 37 (101) degrees and now it's gone to 1/3 of that temperature. Sure, it's a freak weather spell but it's made me blue.

I woke up to torrential rain all night yesterday until 6am when I finally had to get up for work. It made me feel like I was home in Scotland and not in a good way. Home is where the hate is they say.

We still haven't moved out although it's looking sooner rather than later, just getting so pissed off at the moment and snappy at everything. I have a severe caffeine intolerance which is from abstaining from it for over 8 years. I'm now drinking one cup a day at work, usually around 9am. Yesterday I could still feel the affects on the train home, made me real grouchy and not nice to be around.

It can't rain all the time, right?

In a couple if days the heat will be back up and hopefully this feeling I've got will lift.

SG has given me many opportunities over the years but beginning to feel that coming back on here after a while is different. A lot of changes and a lot if people dropped off here. Maybe I'll hang around though....

This was quite a jumpy post. If anyone does read it, I'll make sure the next one is more structured and hopefully more upbeat.