laphroaig

I have so much to do today, but just want to sleep. Just finished making a list. My life cionsists of listsa, but hell I love them.

I woke up and took a panic attack this morning. I smelt smoke, and just freaked. When I was 17 I nearly died in a fire and I get quite weak when I smell a certain type of smoke. Difficult to explain. Still as soon as I worked out the source was next doors garden I chilled out. Then I got excited, Especially when I saw cruella had messaged me on Fb about Sushi in Vancouver...... I need this break so much.

My life has been absolutely crazy this year, a lot of things people would think are totally messed up, but I have no regrets. The shit just teaches me about myself and gives me excellent Pirate tales! I live very randomly, and I love it. Typically though I find out the SGUK meet is this weekend in Brighton! Well there will be future meets.

Got in last night to a clean house. Nearly died. I havent really cooked for ages because our kitchen is a bombsite, So was amazed the work the girls had done. Ordered us some pizza's to say thanks to them. When I moved in here it was really a last option, mess is not my thing, but Im truly going to miss this place when I move. I dont have anywhere lined up yet, but something will come along.

So Im looking to the future. I am just riding on the crest of a wave! The great thing about my life at the moment is that for the first time ever not everything is planned. No matter how immature that may sound, its the most exciting thing ever.......

May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face and may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.