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Crashed early tonight, the combination of pain, pills and concentrating on not getting banged into when out really tire me out. I am not someone who can sit about for any length of time and get ants in my pants so this latest setback has done for me...(just realised that ;crashed' isnt a really appropriate choice of phrase right notw...haha)

Moved into a new gaff on Monday, and it is great to have my freedom. Freedom comes at a price however. Im sharing with some art students and punks. I still cant work out who cactually stays here and whos sleeping over haha....It was advertised as the party house and does not disappoint. However when your unable to party its a nit annoying...got woken up at just before 1am by a stereo playing the god awful drone of Whitney Houston ;Somebody to love' The music has now changed to Balkan Beatbox which is a hell of a lot better, but I just want to sleep.

My life has been a bit more random than usual lately - well crashing and being incapacitated doesnt come around every day...thankfully. So Im getting my clavicale pinned back together - its seemingly in up to 6 bits right now, A metal plate to tie it to my shoulder and string...yes string...to hold my tendons in until they recover....Damn, I dont do things by half!!!!!

Lou Reed from nedxt door now...upstairs bassy dance has started....Think will tale another painkiller should make me sleep...Dang Im a party pooper! haha

The new place is pretty dirty, I knew that when i moved in but a lot of it is surface dirt...so I knew I could clean up. Unfortunetly I cant even properly unpack right now let alone clean, and my OCD shit is off the scale...Im actually concerned that Im starting to accept it and in turn i will become a skank! The shower blocks at the moment if you use it and that makes me nauseous...Especially when It takes me about 5 minutes to was under my armpits at the moment...

ANyway, Im ranting tonight, and thats pills and pain for you. Apart from my injuries most things are pretty good, I go to see a surgeon on Monday so hopefully I'll get operated on the same day. Getting pissed off with the procrastination...

Yesterday was a horrible day but a few of things really cheered me up...first off my friend runs a t shirt company and he's sending me some t;s to cheer me up including a custom made one for me....It will probably be an absolute piss take but the thought that he would even go to the trouble just to extract the urine is sweet in its own fucked up warped way...haha

Blatant advertising for his website....haha

http://www.bonaroo.co.uk/1/1/Home/Welcome.html

Oh and when I was feeling the shittest about getting torn apart by surgeons Voodou pointed out that would make me a little like Wolverine...haha that cheered me the fuck up! Between these and the text and facebook insults that my friends sent me I got through it.....

The house is now like a 3 level club....With the scary guy slinking in the chill out room trying to sleep.....I cant wait to be back to full strength....Had 2 pints and a Jay today and that was me....I wasnt drunk but I knew I just couldnt drink anymiore. But shit the Jay knocked me out......

This will probably read as shit when I review it....Thefact my body and mind are exhausted is making me write weird...anyway...goodnight.....