laphroaig

My life is Shambolic one minute a multitude of pleasures the next. One thing I know, without sounding like a twat, as my friend put it I live a life less ordinary,

I am soo tired right now, and hope I can get a good nights sleep. Workwise, Im doing between 6.30am and 3/4pm all this week.....BUT I have the weekend off.....YAY!

Had a good weekend. Met up with new friends and it was pretty wild. Went for an afternoon drink with my friend Naomi yesterday, ended up doing a pub quiz and leaving at 11.30, not drunk, but certainly not sober. Walked through the lanes to where my bike was,m and it had gone. Walked the next street down and there are these kids riding it, and other bikes that looked stolen. They started squaring up to me, so I just pushed one off my bike and took it back. Things could have got ugly for them, but I realised its not worth it and why should I affect my karma by beating the shit out of 17 year olds....hardly a challenge

Went donw the beach after work, hung with some skaters and smoked a bit. Got free coffee from a tea room and chatted good shit with people. I miss talking music and stuff with people but I know where these guys hang and at least for the summer months know that people will be about. The bar I was in yesterday rocked, like nice and Sleazy's in Glasgow except there were no posh kids spending daddys money and trying to be cool, and I didnt know half the bar....

Its still taking a while to get into things down here, but its slowly, and I mean SLOWLY coming together....

My ex emailed me tonight.....further bullshit..Sidetracking issues and not confirming what she will give me for the house. I then get my mum calling and calling....Ive never been a Mummy's bouy and always independent so she is getting on my nerves, even though I know its because she is worried - unneccesaruily I may add - about me.....She told me to 'keep my chin up' tonight when I finally picked up one of her calls. I dont need to pick my chin up and I seriously do not need her to use stale and lame phrases on my to 'lift my spirits' If she knew me she would know this.......If I can be resiliant enough to deal with my life right now then that should be enough.

Still havent got a roo and I need to move out by the 4th of July...My current location is almost unbearable and I find myself sneaking around, so Independence day is kinda ironic I think....


Anyhow, on the whole Im cool.....Just tired emotioanlally and physically

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