Yesterday was hell and redemption....
Got up at 5.45 for a 6.15 start. Turned the key of my bike lock....didn't open. Spent 10 mins fucking about with it, no joy. Decided to walk to work and half way realised was going to be 2-3 mins late. No big deal you may say, but unfortunately one of my frailties is time keeping. So I phoned them to say was running late. As soon as I did so, I realised that in my bike panic I had left my rucksack with my work clothes in my room, So had to head back home. At this point I was in the park down from me and took a good 10 mins to get back to the house. In the end I was 30 minutes late....grrrrrr
Work was really long and boring.....13 hours in the end....I was totally fucked. Texts and emails last night were total fails, and I just didnt make sense in half of them. Got a phonecall from my friend that I was meant to be moving in with, we were getting pissed about with the flat we were going to, so he's bailed and got somewhere else. So, my day off today, I have to piss about and find somewhere to live...I have 2 more weeks in this place. Still, If this had happened a week ago, Id have probably packed up and left. Now, I cant be bothered with the hastle, but I know its going to be ok in the end.
I got back to the house last night and tried my bike lock again...it opened...free from the chains of opression
Im thinking possitively again and that made me smile...as soon as the lock was off, I tried it again...didnt work so was amazing I got my bike unchained.
Had a shower and chilled for 10 in my room, got a call from a couple of people I worked with in the shitty job I had when first got here...Thought fuck it Im going out....Had a great time....first time in ages I have drank and enjoyed myself....cloudy head today but a cycle should cure it. Woke up with writing on my hand....Frisbee every tuesday...hahaha
as soon as I read it I got a text.....See you at frisbee.....vague memories are coming back....haha.
Anyway, tons of shit to do today, when all I want to do is kick back and relax. Relaxing...thats not for the likes of YOU, I hear a voice say
Going through my head right now...The Clash 'I'm not down'
