Didnt sleep much again last night......2-3 hours max. Been off my food as well..Just stressed. Really bad indigestion, although I havent eaten, how does that work??? In the last 2 days I have consumed 2 tins of sardines and a mug of tomato soup. Sunday I at 2 potatoes and Saturday I cant remember.....Not good. Im down to 13 stone now, which is good, but my clothes dont fit anymore, and its starting to not be healthy. Im aware I have been through a lot, I just need to get my shit together now.....
On the Plus side, work was quite good today and flew in....I jhave to wear a short sleeved polo top, which I had issues with at first. I like to display my Tattoos on my time, not 'the mans' time...Like to be 'professional at work..Still, a hot girl in a Misfits T smiled at me today and said nice tatt's...that'll do for me! Wanted to charge her 138 for her purchase...hahaha.
The doctor has given me Zopiclone tablets for my sleep. Took one the other day and it knocked me for 6 - and I still didnt sleep....Im kind of scared to take any more, felt like I was a member of the living dead. I start the Gym tomorrow, hopefully thats going to help me. When I was younger I was obsessional about the gym and healthy eating. Need to stop boozing. Been out a lot since I moved down here. Its natural to do these things to meet people, but I keep meeting randoms, and cant be bothered anymore.
Its 6.30 at night and I have no options tonight. I will force myself to eat something substantial, but the problem is it will probably make the indigestion worse...I know its stress related, and Ive taken galvescone tablets but its still there...Another couple of weeks and my frame of mind will be better, thats what annoys me..I know this!
Really want some more tatt's - finances will not allow for it though...curses....My idea for my left arm is a maritime tale,
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flannan_Isle
This was told to me and my class by a crazy teacher in primary 5, and I had nightmares for months, she ended up getting sacked for inappropriate content in the corriculum....ANyway, I want a woman on the forearm, staring out to sea, hair blown about her face, waiting for a man who is not coming home. There will be a lighthouse on the inner arm, with cormorant birds sitting on rocks, with a slight human look about them, and all sorts of little ships trinkets, from a treasure chest to a divers helmet, and a lot more intricate than Im describing. I also want a rock of ages on my back, so there is a lot of work. The only one I reckon I can afford wight now, is of the xombie girl from Night Of The Living Dead, as a playing card - The Queen of Diamonds - just like the eagles song, she'll beat you everytime - well zombies will beat the majoritiy of humanity, and I keep getting beaten in my life
Im still here though...haha. So I might get a quote for that tomorrow on my day off...Need something to look forward too!
May watch Alice In Wonderland tonight, I have no expectations of it and know it will more than likely suck, still Wouldnt mind seeing it.
Movies I have seen recently as follows, with short critiques.....
THE ROAD - PEDESTRIAN
HALLOWEEN (R.Z. VERSION) - A GOOD REWORKING OF A CLASSIC, SLIGHTLY FLAWED BUT ENJOYABLE
FRIDAY THE 13TH REWORKING - WHAT A POWER OF SHITE
HALLOWEEN 2 (R.Z) - WE KNOW WHERE ITS GOING, BUT SOME GOOD TWISTS
HISTORY OF VIOLENCE - DOES WHAT IT SAYS ON THE TIN - PREDICTABLE
MY NAME IS BRUCE - IRONIC BUBBA HOTEP CONTENDER - NAY, NAY AND THRICE NAY - UNIRONIC STRAIGHT TO VIDEO CRAP
THE INFORMANT - BORING
A SIMPE MAN - ITS THE COENS, BUT I WANT THE 2 HOURS OF MY LIFE BACK
Any good suggestions for movies I should see on these lonely nights?????
On the Plus side, work was quite good today and flew in....I jhave to wear a short sleeved polo top, which I had issues with at first. I like to display my Tattoos on my time, not 'the mans' time...Like to be 'professional at work..Still, a hot girl in a Misfits T smiled at me today and said nice tatt's...that'll do for me! Wanted to charge her 138 for her purchase...hahaha.
The doctor has given me Zopiclone tablets for my sleep. Took one the other day and it knocked me for 6 - and I still didnt sleep....Im kind of scared to take any more, felt like I was a member of the living dead. I start the Gym tomorrow, hopefully thats going to help me. When I was younger I was obsessional about the gym and healthy eating. Need to stop boozing. Been out a lot since I moved down here. Its natural to do these things to meet people, but I keep meeting randoms, and cant be bothered anymore.
Its 6.30 at night and I have no options tonight. I will force myself to eat something substantial, but the problem is it will probably make the indigestion worse...I know its stress related, and Ive taken galvescone tablets but its still there...Another couple of weeks and my frame of mind will be better, thats what annoys me..I know this!
Really want some more tatt's - finances will not allow for it though...curses....My idea for my left arm is a maritime tale,
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flannan_Isle
This was told to me and my class by a crazy teacher in primary 5, and I had nightmares for months, she ended up getting sacked for inappropriate content in the corriculum....ANyway, I want a woman on the forearm, staring out to sea, hair blown about her face, waiting for a man who is not coming home. There will be a lighthouse on the inner arm, with cormorant birds sitting on rocks, with a slight human look about them, and all sorts of little ships trinkets, from a treasure chest to a divers helmet, and a lot more intricate than Im describing. I also want a rock of ages on my back, so there is a lot of work. The only one I reckon I can afford wight now, is of the xombie girl from Night Of The Living Dead, as a playing card - The Queen of Diamonds - just like the eagles song, she'll beat you everytime - well zombies will beat the majoritiy of humanity, and I keep getting beaten in my life
Im still here though...haha. So I might get a quote for that tomorrow on my day off...Need something to look forward too!
May watch Alice In Wonderland tonight, I have no expectations of it and know it will more than likely suck, still Wouldnt mind seeing it.
Movies I have seen recently as follows, with short critiques.....
THE ROAD - PEDESTRIAN
HALLOWEEN (R.Z. VERSION) - A GOOD REWORKING OF A CLASSIC, SLIGHTLY FLAWED BUT ENJOYABLE
FRIDAY THE 13TH REWORKING - WHAT A POWER OF SHITE
HALLOWEEN 2 (R.Z) - WE KNOW WHERE ITS GOING, BUT SOME GOOD TWISTS
HISTORY OF VIOLENCE - DOES WHAT IT SAYS ON THE TIN - PREDICTABLE
MY NAME IS BRUCE - IRONIC BUBBA HOTEP CONTENDER - NAY, NAY AND THRICE NAY - UNIRONIC STRAIGHT TO VIDEO CRAP
THE INFORMANT - BORING
A SIMPE MAN - ITS THE COENS, BUT I WANT THE 2 HOURS OF MY LIFE BACK
Any good suggestions for movies I should see on these lonely nights?????
hope you feel better soon.
watch brazil. i have been told it is excellent. i have not yet watched it myself. but soon. oh so soon.
Yeah even a good smoke isnt working for me! aaaarrrggghhhh!!!!! Still, my job should start to tire me out....Catch ya later voodougator........lol