Today has been exhausting......Ive been running around getting the rest of my stuff from my house, well, the stuff that wasnt destroyed....think vintage playboys and star wars figures, ripped up and de-boxed....Bmx smashed with hammer....nice.......My thoughs? Well, that person can invoke bad Karma......not I....There were tons of evil thoughs racing around my head, but i'll rise above!
Pretty knackered now, adreniline and rage have been my companions for the last few days, and as they leave, Tiredness and serenity come to visit.....
Im through the worst of it. I know that, I also know that i have to travel down south, find a house and find a job. Shit, I can do that, course I can....I just want to sleep for days though. Still If I give up now I give in. Im waving a Black flag, not a white one.....
Last time I left Scotland it was with big parties speeches and mad farewells....this time its more like A TS Eliot poem...not with a bang, but a whimper.....still this stories not ending here.....
Sitting having a can of lager, watching crap tv...and chilling...the smile is coming back to my face!
Thanks Dude. Made me laugh! I dont want to be nasty or anything even after all that, because when I get nasty, Im possitively hateful. My revenge is in doing nothing, sounds fucked....possibly, but keeps me sane.
Well I still have a near complete deboxed collection, so thats cool. And she didnt get my Boxed Slave 1......I mean I didnt leave her for another woman, but maybe thats worse. To be told, hey Im leaving you...for nothing!
Hope your having a good weekend....I just woke up....Rock n Roll huh! Later