i AM TRULY jACKS SMIRKING REVENGE....
I am also tired, alone and sick of bullshit. The last three weeks have been a total adventure, but right now I feel that adeventure coming to an end. I am,sitting in bed at my parents house, temporarily feeling like I do not have the energy to be positive. I have to get up at 7 tomorrow for a 10 o clock shift, and will not get back to theirs until 8pm. My Dad is givng me bullshit, I mean for crying out loud, I am about to explode with rage and the fucker is aqnnoying me with trivialities and telling me to get off my laptop...when Im looking for accomodation!
I feel like a teenager, not mentally, but the way he has never moved on and I have. Like I say temporary state but I kjust feel a rage I didnt think was still in me. I need to get out of here, Im too tired to start arranging friends for this week that i can stay with, and to be honest, 3 weeks is enough, I feel like any longer and i'll start outstaying my welcome with people...
writing, as always, calms the rage.
I emailed (how sad is that, not even able to call) my ex, telling her I was coming to collect my stuff on my terms not hers. Sure thats going to go down well, but so fucking what. No more Mr nice Guy I say.I will still remain mature, but if she tries any nonsense...Jacks Revenge comes into play.
Yip Im ranting tonight, will probablyu look back on this in time and laugh......Just the first time ive felt frustrated. Guess Im just fed up of living out of a car boot.....
I am also tired, alone and sick of bullshit. The last three weeks have been a total adventure, but right now I feel that adeventure coming to an end. I am,sitting in bed at my parents house, temporarily feeling like I do not have the energy to be positive. I have to get up at 7 tomorrow for a 10 o clock shift, and will not get back to theirs until 8pm. My Dad is givng me bullshit, I mean for crying out loud, I am about to explode with rage and the fucker is aqnnoying me with trivialities and telling me to get off my laptop...when Im looking for accomodation!
I feel like a teenager, not mentally, but the way he has never moved on and I have. Like I say temporary state but I kjust feel a rage I didnt think was still in me. I need to get out of here, Im too tired to start arranging friends for this week that i can stay with, and to be honest, 3 weeks is enough, I feel like any longer and i'll start outstaying my welcome with people...
writing, as always, calms the rage.
I emailed (how sad is that, not even able to call) my ex, telling her I was coming to collect my stuff on my terms not hers. Sure thats going to go down well, but so fucking what. No more Mr nice Guy I say.I will still remain mature, but if she tries any nonsense...Jacks Revenge comes into play.
Yip Im ranting tonight, will probablyu look back on this in time and laugh......Just the first time ive felt frustrated. Guess Im just fed up of living out of a car boot.....
laphroaig:
Fell asleep in bed as soon as I typed this. Feeling better now...re-energised. A bitchfest was a good thing to do...
cruella:
breakups suck hope you get on your feet soon fellow pirate