My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Another tough day and I felt like throwing in the towel...
feel emotionally and mentally drainged on one hand, and the master of all I survey on the other.....
When I come out of this I will be ten times stronger..I hope...
So, I should be moving to Brighton within the next couple of weeks....Im so excited. Neet to find some where pet friendly as Im taking at least one of the little dudes with me. If it was up to me, both!
My friends out with his band tonight...Gives me the first time on my own since last..??? wednesday I think, Maybe Thursday. The last few weeks seem so long. But I know some day I will look back and laugh! Im just not that fucking patient!!
Current Playlist
Dont wanna know if you are lonely - Husker Du.
Creep - Radiohead
Here Comes A Regular - Replacements
Where Is My Head/Wave of Mutilation - Pixies
Bastard In Love - Black Flag
Please Please Please/I Know Its Over - Smiths
Strange Fruit - Billie Holiday
Paper Planes - MIA
St Josephs - Avett Brothers
Hurt - Johnny Cash
La Isla Bonita - Madonna
Black Girls - Violent Femmes
On The Road Again - Willie Nelson
Motorcycle Emptiness - Manic Street Preachers
Chase The Devil - Max Romeo
God Is Love - Marvin Gaye
Plateau - Meat Puppets
Time To Pretend - MGMT
Omen - Prodigy
L.E.S. ARTISTES - Santigold
Natural Mystic - Bob Marley
My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness."
Im off before I turn the lights of and start writing evil poems with crayolas....
Another tough day and I felt like throwing in the towel...
feel emotionally and mentally drainged on one hand, and the master of all I survey on the other.....
When I come out of this I will be ten times stronger..I hope...
So, I should be moving to Brighton within the next couple of weeks....Im so excited. Neet to find some where pet friendly as Im taking at least one of the little dudes with me. If it was up to me, both!
My friends out with his band tonight...Gives me the first time on my own since last..??? wednesday I think, Maybe Thursday. The last few weeks seem so long. But I know some day I will look back and laugh!
Im just not that fucking patient!!
Current Playlist
Dont wanna know if you are lonely - Husker Du.
Creep - Radiohead
Here Comes A Regular - Replacements
Where Is My Head/Wave of Mutilation - Pixies
Bastard In Love - Black Flag
Please Please Please/I Know Its Over - Smiths
Strange Fruit - Billie Holiday
Paper Planes - MIA
St Josephs - Avett Brothers
Hurt - Johnny Cash
La Isla Bonita - Madonna
Black Girls - Violent Femmes
On The Road Again - Willie Nelson
Motorcycle Emptiness - Manic Street Preachers
Chase The Devil - Max Romeo
God Is Love - Marvin Gaye
Plateau - Meat Puppets
Time To Pretend - MGMT
Omen - Prodigy
L.E.S. ARTISTES - Santigold
Natural Mystic - Bob Marley
My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness."
Im off before I turn the lights of and start writing evil poems with crayolas....
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Yeah, your right, and the think is I totally konw that.If it was excersise I would have burnt more callories that im capable of producing
Typing about my troubles is cathartic in all fairness..Helps me through....'Dear Diary' and all that. The fact that its being shared on line is pretty cool.
Im just not patient and could do withouth the whole shock,denial, anger, sadness, acceptance
bullshit....but that is life. In some ways im more happy when live kicks me, proves I can roll with it
Anyhoots, Cheers buddy..
Good luck with the Bank Job (That didnt come out right
You know what I meant, just dont let me see you on crimewatch, running through the cobbled streets of Edinburgh....