Having a good day generally, got more ink done.....Had a walk....Took a boat trip.....
Then tried to renew my subscription to SG as up tomorrow....Given me a new user name......Ive mailed them, but it is easter weekend...GRRRRR
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Having a good day generally, got more ink done.....Had a walk....Took a boat trip.....
Then tried to renew my subscription to SG as up tomorrow....Given me a new user name......Ive mailed them, but it is easter weekend...GRRRRR
Woke up on a glorious easter morning....the mutterings of Famous Blue Raincoat cascading in my mind....Feeling chemically imbalanced. That'll be the booze then! 
Sitting in bed, iPod on Random. Currently We are Scientists, Thats What Counts. No worktill 1pm so I wonder where apples finest will take me today....Was out in Greenock last night with a friend, a quick pint turned into a bitchfest!
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cease to resist, giving my goodbye
Today ws a good day yet again. Keeping myself high on life, not pharmacuticals.
drive my car into the ocean
Drove down the M8, coastal road. Thought about the last time I was single and carefree in Scotland. A lot of land crossed and learnt a lot about myself. Left a boy.....
you'll think i'm dead, but i sail...
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Today ws a good day yet again. Keeping myself high on life, not pharmacuticals.
drive my car into the ocean
Drove down the M8, coastal road. Thought about the last time I was single and carefree in Scotland. A lot of land crossed and learnt a lot about myself. Left a boy.....
you'll think i'm dead, but i sail...
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Last night an S.G, saved my life.......
Why is the last mile the hardest mile????
Ive been getting nasty texts for a few days now from HER (god Im such a bitch!
). I have been arranging to meet her somewhere public, to discuss tings such as selling our property and most importantly long term for my cats...pardon the pun but have been getting 'dogs'... Read More
Random typing on the boat journey and the park today-
Slow boat journey
Came in a storm
Left in a calm flat
iPod random happy, Trojan calypso, even caught morrissey in an upbeat mood king Lear
When the boat docked was happy, anyone seeing me would think me insane
I got a broken faaaccccccceeeeee.....
Engines starting time to go...
Kirbys house
Battery park, cold and...
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geekyfox:
When you were on the boat, did you start singing "I'm on a boat! I'm on a boat! Take a good hard look at the motherfucking boat!" cause I'd have done that
laphroaig:
Ha......To busy feeling like a real pirate....AAAARRRGGGHHH!
Ha......To busy feeling like a real pirate....AAAARRRGGGHHH!
Fuck off with your sofa units and strine green stripe patterns, I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may.
There is a storm outside, the wind is smashing against the side of my Parents house. There was a storm inside earlier.
Yesterday I passed into the eye of the storm. Serenity,...
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There is a storm outside, the wind is smashing against the side of my Parents house. There was a storm inside earlier.
Yesterday I passed into the eye of the storm. Serenity,... Read More
Hey Hey...What a Day!
Well I woke up feeling like my life was a poor sequel, think Beverly Hills Cop. Was feeling like moving back to Scotland was a scene that should never have been revisited... Woke up, blogged then got up. There was snow on the ground - fucking, bastarding snow!!!! At the End of March! So If I was doubting moving at that...
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Well I woke up feeling like my life was a poor sequel, think Beverly Hills Cop. Was feeling like moving back to Scotland was a scene that should never have been revisited...
Woke up, blogged then got up. There was snow on the ground - fucking, bastarding snow!!!! At the End of March! So If I was doubting moving at that... Read More
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ikaruga:
now, the question is: are you going to be sensible and pay some bills and put the rest aside for a rainy day (no, today doesn't count!)
or
squander almost the lot on random nonsense that you'd always wanted but couldn't quite justify?
not that I'm suggesting option b or anything. oh no, not me...
or
squander almost the lot on random nonsense that you'd always wanted but couldn't quite justify?
not that I'm suggesting option b or anything. oh no, not me...
laphroaig:
Trying to stay responsible...Trying mind. My wallet is sitting there, trying to talk...saying 'spend it, spend it'
Booked in fo a tattoo on Saturday, Ships wheel on elbow, thats all I'll spend. The rest will go on a deposit for a room and a months rent. Im boring and responsible...must be aging
Later...
Trying to stay responsible...Trying mind. My wallet is sitting there, trying to talk...saying 'spend it, spend it'
Booked in fo a tattoo on Saturday, Ships wheel on elbow, thats all I'll spend. The rest will go on a deposit for a room and a months rent. Im boring and responsible...must be aging
Later...
Woke up to the sound of Nina Simone...In my head that is...
Its a new day, its a new Dawn........
Chatting to friends and family last night and getting a few hours on my own really helped me. One person in particular...you know who you are!!!!!
Still, I got the best sleep Ive had in about 3 weeks. Must have been about 8 hours.
Sort...
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tinkly:
and i am feeling good.................
Your aceness itself you are
Huggles 
Your aceness itself you are
Huggles
laphroaig:
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Another tough day and I felt like throwing in the towel...
feel emotionally and mentally drainged on one hand, and the master of all I survey on the other.....
When I come out of this I will be ten times stronger..I hope...
So, I should be...
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Another tough day and I felt like throwing in the towel...
feel emotionally and mentally drainged on one hand, and the master of all I survey on the other.....
When I come out of this I will be ten times stronger..I hope...
So, I should be...
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geekyfox:
It's like exercise, at first it drains you and leaves you aching, but after a while you feel better about yourself, stronger and healthier. Just gotta keep going through the burn
laphroaig:
Cheers G.A.I - too lazy to type in full
Yeah, your right, and the think is I totally konw that.If it was excersise I would have burnt more callories that im capable of producing
Typing about my troubles is cathartic in all fairness..Helps me through....'Dear Diary' and all that. The fact that its being shared on line is pretty cool.
Im just not patient and could do withouth the whole shock,denial, anger, sadness, acceptance
bullshit....but that is life. In some ways im more happy when live kicks me, proves I can roll with it
Anyhoots, Cheers buddy..
Good luck with the Bank Job (That didnt come out right)
You know what I meant, just dont let me see you on crimewatch, running through the cobbled streets of Edinburgh....
Cheers G.A.I - too lazy to type in full
Yeah, your right, and the think is I totally konw that.If it was excersise I would have burnt more callories that im capable of producing
Typing about my troubles is cathartic in all fairness..Helps me through....'Dear Diary' and all that. The fact that its being shared on line is pretty cool.
Im just not patient and could do withouth the whole shock,denial, anger, sadness, acceptance
bullshit....but that is life. In some ways im more happy when live kicks me, proves I can roll with it
Anyhoots, Cheers buddy..
Good luck with the Bank Job (That didnt come out right
)
You know what I meant, just dont let me see you on crimewatch, running through the cobbled streets of Edinburgh....
Life is pretty good right now, but with all the drama in my life lately that worries me
Making some really exciting plans for the future. spoke at length with my Sis yesterday, she is just awsome. ive been struggling to get back into a job im qualified for since I got made redundant in January, and to be honest I cant see it happening...
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Making some really exciting plans for the future. spoke at length with my Sis yesterday, she is just awsome. ive been struggling to get back into a job im qualified for since I got made redundant in January, and to be honest I cant see it happening...
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Sitting in bed listening to The Queen is Dead. Funny how sad songs and music make me feel so alive and happy.
The last few days have been testing to say the least. I left home for the last time on Monday morning, through myself into a 10 hour shift and never came back. Ive been sleeping at friends houses and my parents since. It...
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The last few days have been testing to say the least. I left home for the last time on Monday morning, through myself into a 10 hour shift and never came back. Ive been sleeping at friends houses and my parents since. It...
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If you have 5 seconds to spare....I'll tell you the story of my life....
Cant keep off here today....
Think this site rocks, and its only lately ive realised the full benifits of being a member. One think that frustrates me is the constraints of the PROFILE page. Its very difficult to remain truely individualistic on there, which is surprising for a site that deals...
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Cant keep off here today....
Think this site rocks, and its only lately ive realised the full benifits of being a member. One think that frustrates me is the constraints of the PROFILE page. Its very difficult to remain truely individualistic on there, which is surprising for a site that deals...
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And thanks for the well wishes, my heed's alright now! Still waiting for root canal treatment, so there's a chance it could flare up again. Happy days!
:arrr