i have been in a fluctuating mood of foul all day since i woke up late. i did manage smiles and cheer briefly and sporadically. life is a major annoyance and this fluctuating head cold doesn't help either...
i want a wine cellar for the red wine i want to stash. i want a woodshop where i can have a band saw, a cabinet size table saw, a chop saw and a good size router table to make all kinds of fun things to sell. i want space to work on my visual art with voids that will allow my imagination to flurish and not strangle in a cramped tl studio. i want a better attitude to motivate the self generation of the financing to develop the aforementioned expansion.
when all that is accomplished i want to work on the music studio where i can bash out all the noise building up in my spirit.
if i can fit a spacious kitchen where i can have gas, counter space and an herb garden i would just die a happy boar.
i need to cultivate more friends who are available for epicurian adventure. rare deals on unknown vintages to be shared and fingers and bouqets to sniff.
ok i feel a little better with all that off my chest. i gotta put it somewhere.
aloha,
j
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The zotting thing reminds me of people who lie to those they're close to; the more they hide the more they have to cover up until there's nothing left. Paranoia and insecurity are cancerous states.