languid

so... strep. fucking sucks. it didn't hurt this bad when i was a kid. i usually have a higher threshold for pain but having a dirt & gravel road as your throat is not the way i wanna spend my moment. it is like permanent sore throat from where i commiserate.

but... for some reason now that i am on antibiotics the whole i'm sick and it sucks is diminishing. i am feeling better and the whole dreay illness blues is lifting. so to celebrate the current project that i am on is indiciating very strongly, like calling uber bosses @ the office, that they want us to work thru the weekend. so... that means twelve/thirteen days in a row... i told them we would evaluate my attitude as it disintergrates into beligerance next week.

i have been home cooking since the illness. LOTSA onions and garlic. i bought an even bigger garlic press to accomodate the volume needed as well as to accomodate cleaning. it's rad. i'm happy. red beans and rice w/ sauteed onions and garlic & organic spike. baked potatoes, celery, zucchini, romas, napa cabbage, red bell pepper, more sauteed onions and garlic w/ cajun spices.

hopefully all the anti social by products of onions and garlic and beans will annihilate the germs...

so... the low is passing. the rain helped. it always makes me happy...

the overtime makes me happy too. the overworked attitude will be sure to inspire a little but perhaps a little tea with all the aggression.


dillinger escape plan is coming, again, american music hall and i cannot go because it is a school night.

i'm gonna have to squeeze laundry in this weekend some how...

i got to play guitar today and blew an amp. it was justa pigose. i guess i have another project to fiddle on.

i'm liking my small stone that i got. it makes things all swooshy and gets a little more spacey with my flange engaged.

no drinking with beneficial antibiotics.

there was some white foam on the sidewalk, the other morning, like the fizz that slipped out of the android on the movies aliens.

i blushed at rainbow today. it has been a while since i have blushed. i laughed.

ok bye.

aloha,
j