languid

some days work can be a bitch, some days work can be a challenge, soime days work can strain all of your brain, the first monday was just dumb. so much could have been circumvented by just getting on it instead of blaming others that they dropped the ball. we kinda just have to expect that people drop the ball and the only way to make things happen is to do it yourself. they want that and i feel it is a small price to pay to alleviate the stress involved when the administration, i.e. project managers fuck up again.

other than that i got a really cool buzz saw whine from my guitar w/ my e-bow when i got home which helped my stress levels. nothing like a little guitar to drain it all away.

i wouldn't mind a band that fit my schedule, played in the vein that i would like to pursue and was cool to get along with. it is a relationship, a family and a compromise of all. back to the drum machine, multi tracked bass for now... which is easier to find a consistent bass player or a drummer?

aloha,
j