today was just futile. soo after work i passed out in my truck, in the garage. i think it was a moment. do you know how those things are? insert triangle chime here...
got up deposited the monetary gift i have trained the rents to provide for the holidays, paid bills and went to buy hairspray after briefly contemplating a haircut. so brief amoeba was a stronger presence in my mind.
got three for two at pure beauty. kms silker leave in condiitoner to maintain the lower level of frizzes...
not that it matters at the end of the day but it matters how much detangle time there is during the wash.
then offf to the record store or was it the other way around. i think i went to amoeba first then to pure beauty. whatever...
coup de grace, who is local sfca, i think because they seem to appear on kusf a lot lately, got me to buy there album at 799. which is a good deal i think because it rocks.
finally broke down and bought some dillenger escape plan and it suits my disposition right now... bought an ep and the album miss machine. so far so good not for every day yet but it is good to start on for my angst ridden brainlet.
did i mention how brain dead i am. had some problem solving issues at the end of the day. couldn't get a clue. i kinda felt tho, i had been maintaining a futile clue all day so it was time for it to disappear for awhile. boy did it.
got the call from the, what is the name for what it is, the hmmm... anyways, the what do we want for dinner if we have it at home on friday before they get on a plane saturday morning? i dunno, nothing special came to mind and that was the question... just kinda ambivalent and drained. i know what i want and it is not there. great athletic activity, good intellect, ernest and eager but the fireworks are not a go... so oh. i dunno.
i get the weekend to myself. which is good because i have been burning the torch at both ends and the domecile is ragged and rat worn. taxes are coming the papers must be rifled, trashed or filed....
some things must go as well i think. there must be a little give to make room for nothing. more space. a far reach from minimalism but open for me to achieve.
open. i know what i want for christmas but the menu is full at this time.
got up deposited the monetary gift i have trained the rents to provide for the holidays, paid bills and went to buy hairspray after briefly contemplating a haircut. so brief amoeba was a stronger presence in my mind.
got three for two at pure beauty. kms silker leave in condiitoner to maintain the lower level of frizzes...
not that it matters at the end of the day but it matters how much detangle time there is during the wash.
then offf to the record store or was it the other way around. i think i went to amoeba first then to pure beauty. whatever...
coup de grace, who is local sfca, i think because they seem to appear on kusf a lot lately, got me to buy there album at 799. which is a good deal i think because it rocks.
finally broke down and bought some dillenger escape plan and it suits my disposition right now... bought an ep and the album miss machine. so far so good not for every day yet but it is good to start on for my angst ridden brainlet.
did i mention how brain dead i am. had some problem solving issues at the end of the day. couldn't get a clue. i kinda felt tho, i had been maintaining a futile clue all day so it was time for it to disappear for awhile. boy did it.
got the call from the, what is the name for what it is, the hmmm... anyways, the what do we want for dinner if we have it at home on friday before they get on a plane saturday morning? i dunno, nothing special came to mind and that was the question... just kinda ambivalent and drained. i know what i want and it is not there. great athletic activity, good intellect, ernest and eager but the fireworks are not a go... so oh. i dunno.

i get the weekend to myself. which is good because i have been burning the torch at both ends and the domecile is ragged and rat worn. taxes are coming the papers must be rifled, trashed or filed....
some things must go as well i think. there must be a little give to make room for nothing. more space. a far reach from minimalism but open for me to achieve.
open. i know what i want for christmas but the menu is full at this time.

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...And THAT, Is NOT The Beginning of A Fuckin' Form Letter, I am Just A Madwoman, and I make it My Pleasure to personally come and welcome ALL of The Members...I think you will find The Apothecary A Different type of 'Group' In here, as we are NOT the 'popular' HORROR group...But It was That very reason I made the jump to start an Alternative...More geared towards The Hardcore, Old skool (Aren you as sick of That term as I am ? It DOES describe it well tho...So be it..) Gore Buffs, People who usually don't have too many nice things to say about Hollywood CRAP, Like CGI ensconced "Resident Evil" or any Video game piece of Hollywood Trash...Nope...None o' That in here...We are ALL into our very own special subgenres, But Hell...We are into anything from The Universal Monster Movies through The $0's...Right up through The Renaissance of It in The ^0's, and 70's...Right up Through The new wave of Them in The 80's, and Of Course Most recent and decent International, Independent, Underground and Lesser known, esoteric directors of This Magnificent Genre that most of The Members Generally refer to thier Lifeblood, and Addiction...So, As I noticed here in your MadPad, You are A Lad who speaks Little...So I have only my Instinct to Hope That You are going to feel just Like you did in That truck you spoke of, cause it really is A Sanctuary for alot of our members...and I couldn't be happier for that, So I Do Hope that you find your niche and have some fun with us...On THAT note...I guess I should post this...
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So...Having written another epic of A welcome , ( I Do Apologize, But I really can go on sometimes...some say it's a good thing...But sometimes I just have to snap outta it and shut up!...What do you expect tho, I AM a Horror Hostess, afterall...)So, Here is one more gif...
I give ALL Members that at this point, as I don't know about you, But I know I, and a whole slew of folks who really do go through withdrawal without Our Fright Fix...So, This is ALWAYS good to have some type of warning, For The loved ones...(It is our Loved ones that we horror Addicts hurt the most, They Say...Addiction is so ugly...But it is our Lifes bane I suppose...
So, Languid, I really do hope that you find yourself enjoying The Apothecary as much as I do with all the members enthusiasm...There is ONE thing tho, That I DO ask of ALL new faces...You must accept my cyber hand in a gesture of Fiendship, As I think you have figured out that I really do like getting to know everyone that passes Through the proverbial Black Hole we call home...
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WELCOME To The ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY!
...And THAT, Is NOT The Beginning of A Fuckin' Form Letter, I am Just A Madwoman, and I make it My Pleasure to personally come and welcome ALL of The Members...I think you will find The Apothecary A Different type of 'Group' In here, as we are NOT the 'popular' HORROR group...But It was That very reason I made the jump to start an Alternative...More geared towards The Hardcore, Old skool (Aren you as sick of That term as I am ? It DOES describe it well tho...So be it..) Gore Buffs, People who usually don't have too many nice things to say about Hollywood CRAP, Like CGI ensconced "Resident Evil" or any Video game piece of Hollywood Trash...Nope...None o' That in here...We are ALL into our very own special subgenres, But Hell...We are into anything from The Universal Monster Movies through The $0's...Right up through The Renaissance of It in The ^0's, and 70's...Right up Through The new wave of Them in The 80's, and Of Course Most recent and decent International, Independent, Underground and Lesser known, esoteric directors of This Magnificent Genre that most of The Members Generally refer to thier Lifeblood, and Addiction...So, As I noticed here in your MadPad, You are A Lad who speaks Little...So I have only my Instinct to Hope That You are going to feel just Like you did in That truck you spoke of, cause it really is A Sanctuary for alot of our members...and I couldn't be happier for that, So I Do Hope that you find your niche and have some fun with us...On THAT note...I guess I should post this...
...THAT, Languid, Is what I send out When our Monthly, Prize Giving, "HOW MUCH OF A GOREWHORE ARE YOU?" Quiz...The First of Four Questions was posted Last night...and It must be boggling some ...cause it still has not yet been answered, so I hope you feel up to possibly givin it A Stab...There are ALL sorts of other goodies in here, As the set -up is a tad different from most of The "Thread' Type thing...It is more likened to a cyber Spookhouse...With many dark and intrestingly eerie Rooms, and A Floor That creaks when there isn't anyone in sight...It is set up more like a 'sub-site' around here, so I do hope you treat yourself To a Tour , and see for yourself ALL the unique things going on...I am really quite proud of The members who make it so absolutely wonderful for All whom choose to really participate...Which, I STRONGLY encourage, or else...whats The Fuckin Point??
So...Having written another epic of A welcome , ( I Do Apologize, But I really can go on sometimes...some say it's a good thing...But sometimes I just have to snap outta it and shut up!...What do you expect tho, I AM a Horror Hostess, afterall...)So, Here is one more gif...
I give ALL Members that at this point, as I don't know about you, But I know I, and a whole slew of folks who really do go through withdrawal without Our Fright Fix...So, This is ALWAYS good to have some type of warning, For The loved ones...(It is our Loved ones that we horror Addicts hurt the most, They Say...Addiction is so ugly...But it is our Lifes bane I suppose...
So, Languid, I really do hope that you find yourself enjoying The Apothecary as much as I do with all the members enthusiasm...There is ONE thing tho, That I DO ask of ALL new faces...You must accept my cyber hand in a gesture of Fiendship, As I think you have figured out that I really do like getting to know everyone that passes Through the proverbial Black Hole we call home...
Hope You Enjoy it...OOogaBOOoga