languid

i ain't your goddam sonofabitch!!!

i just am. i gotta a fucking rad mix cd that still rocks the first slot.

fucking hell. shit fuck. tu lan rocks and the work is falling apart with more work to come.

next week...

no work and back to pleasanton for schoolin'.... hopefully the fates will allow me to attend the class with the teacher that i...
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fuck n a what a day...

so.... it seems to be adding up to one of those weeks after one of those weeks after.... fuck it.

i think it is time to get laid off, sell the truck, fucking skag out for a couple of months.... yeah.... only if i get fired, laid off or just plain and simple told to fuck off. i'd probably...
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there is something funny when you wake up and go for the half & 1/2 and discover that the really good blackberry sorbet is next to the cream where you put it last night...

nobodies fault but mine...



aloha,
j

glutteny, angst, glutteny, angst, glutteny, angst....

and now after the wekeend... it all begins again....



too short, too long, not enough...

aloha,
j

and so passes another era....



aloha,
j

walked to the mission this morning to grub at the porkstore. i guess we lucked out and got th last booth before the rush... i love their coffee and food. the neighbors and i babbled about it all and then we broke.

got a free workshirt when i got home.

slept and now i guess i am moving furniture? to eastbay? sigh... then you die....
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um... a beggars banquet to roll my noggin in the morning...

got nasty habits
i take tea at three...

so i guess we were gone by nine last night after starting at four...

six rounds of guinness at the 500 club seems to have had a bunch of bridge and tunnel plus tourists? go figure... is nothing sacred. the old man bartender was a gem...
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500 club 17th & guerreo

uptown 17h & capp

cha cha cha MIssion & somehing good fucking eating...




aloha,
j

there are many things that were fucking lame tooday....

BUT... i got two things in the mail. one thing which has been kicking ass through my speakers since i walked in the door and prom tickets.

i got a motherfucking kickass punk rock cd that is all one track. motherfucker just keeps moving like a seamless fucking crazy train without any of the crashes...
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some days like the past two days, where a whole lot of nothing was supposed to happen, a whole lot of everything happens, it begins to piss you off so much you want to tell your boss where he can stick his shitty attitude and disorganized process, you come home take a shower, buy new boots, go have thai food, have two beers and...
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i work all day in constructiona nd i come home and they are jack hammering th esidewalk. isn't that fucking nice.

leviathan will drown those fuckers out except the beginning of track three.... wait is it sweet child of mine? kinda allison chains. anyways except for the appregiated stuff they drown out the sound of the jack hammers. i can however feel the different vibration...
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two hours of motorhead was rad. kusf is also rad for taking the time.

the laundry is done and i am rwcovered from my excessive sun exposure, to me at least. most people wouldn't have even gotten pink.

now we got beatsauce on kusf. hip hop for the underground city.

i have clean clothes and they are now getting all wrinkled on my futon....
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