languid

so... the syrah was ok... the pasta turned into brother-in-laws BBQ. which was good. and now for sweet potatoe pie.

but remember...



I amNyarlathotep

The 999 forms of Nyarlathotep are a point of meditation for the true initiate. It is through these manifold faces that the secrets of the universe are made known. Called "The Crawling Chaos", Nyarlathotep is the disembodied ego of Azathoth...
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mmmmmmmMMMmm new music old big muff, not vintage just been around for me. just a reliable beater. it takes shit as a weight, a toe stubber, a dust collector but most of all it takes my guitar sound and make it sound wicked.

i'm loving my new music, again, new to me. it was wonderful to hear the manager showing the studio next door and...
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more meh...

first day off in seven days. work tuesday. rasputins for breakfast. on recomedation of jonnytrrrash i bought neurosis and isis. both were good suggestions for what i wanted. i also got slayer reign in blood re release, jello and the melvins, megadeth re release so far so good... i needed some thrash today. spent the afternoon at the atlas cafe. the thrash came...
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meh...

they really do play all the best music before dawn...

i wanna be waking in time to see the sun go down. i wanna be around to laze around in the the morning light. i wanna be surrounded by noise, sound and melody into the night. i wanna have the world on a silver platter too...

i want some people who bring a little...
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ac/dc
let there be rock
let there be maker's mark
let there be guitars

15 million fingers learning how to play...

that sound straaight in
all the way up
jangly
squealing
distortion
just a rumble and drunken mumble for what the were is why

i'd really i like to be able to develop a living situation where i could play loud guitars at 4am in the morning.

my friends know tho that if i was on the receiving end of that behavior things would not go well for the instigator.... temper, temper....

but i wanna play guitar now please and not go t work.

is it wednesday?
up early to go to work....
i get a background check curtesey of the feds for one of my jobs...
i wonder what sort of debacle that will be....
not to say there is anything to find just that all that i hear on the news about those who are troubled by the histories of others because of similar names and not...
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the rain is wild, the world is cold, my heart is dark and the wind whispers bold...

a little subarachnoid space
a little melancholy face
the quiet is just a place
where my mind doesn't race

the chill is left for nought
the swill that spells distraught
the magic is not to be found
just another warm body to lay
and be wound...

my wool...
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serenity... it won't last long.... but i'll take it when i can get it. i think the nap after my cheesesteak for lunch after work was a good thing fo me headache.

there are fancy pedals, there are vintage pedals and there are just fucked up, i'm gonna break that amp i'm in front of pedals. $30, dod death metal pedal.

it's one of those days where the gain has to overwhelm the shit...

here's a thought to put it into a train instead of rambling jumbles in the hallways of my head.

some people to play music with. saturday and maybe wednesday or thursday. weekdays would be late afternoon to early evening. no pressure.

thrash
punk
space rock / trip rock
dub

instrumentation:bass and drummer, maybe another guitar player...

must be willing to play loud.

must like crunch...
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some days work can be a bitch, some days work can be a challenge, soime days work can strain all of your brain, the first monday was just dumb. so much could have been circumvented by just getting on it instead of blaming others that they dropped the ball. we kinda just have to expect that people drop the ball and the only way to...
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