landlocked

The thoughts our minds refuse to tell us relentlessly they keep us jealous,
harder to trust the love we find, easier to just get left behind,
choices made by our own hands we burn the bridges to our friends,
knife is never in your back when youre the one on the attack,
the walls that keep us free from harm keep us away from loving arms,
all the conditioning has come out wrong, and left us struggling to hold on,
it was easier just to let go,

until I found something worth holding onto.