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UPDATE TO THE UPDATE...
So i spent all night in the ER because of this freakin staph infection... I was in so much pain at work that I had to leave ...
I am on 3 Different MEDS! They are treating me as if I have MRSA! I have to go back in tonight for round 2 of drugs and evaluation... We are going to find out whether I have to get the infected "sites" on my ass and my bewbie removed surgically or if they are going to heal on their own!

THIS IS SO MUCH FUN!!! I LOVE BEING SICK LIKE THIS it is as if I am on a HOUSE episode! NOT!





UPDATE....I HAVE A STAPH INFECTION IN MY BREAST!
And it is already in my blood... I have 2 other cysts already...

My Doctor confirmed that it is from my nipple piercing.
Do not get me wrong... I NEVER WANTED IT TO BE THE PIERCING...
And I am definitely not trying to scare anyone...
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I have felt so lost lately...
There is so much going on...


Icing on the cake......


I HAVE A FUCKING INFECTION IN MY BREAST TISSUE!!

It hurts like a bitch and I am so disgusted with myself. I want to rip it off!
I am really scared... and everyone is telling me that I should not be!

Well that is not going to happen...

I AM FUCKING FREAKING OUT!!!!!I HAVE A FUCKING INFECTION IN MY BREAST TISSUE!!

I did go to the doctors and she wants me to get an ultra sound because it is so deep in my tissue. Also she drew a border around it to see if it grows any by monday when I have my yearly physical. NEWS FLASH ... IT ALREADY GREW FROM THIS MORNING WHEN SHE DREW THE BORDER!!!!!! So naturally I am scared. The really shitty part is that it hurts... you never realize how vital a part of your body is untill you can not use it anymore. Think about how many times a day you lean something against your chest, or even something as simple as wearing a seatbelt.

This blows!!


p.s. I will update when I get the ultrasound!