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I had one of the worst nightmares last night... about my most favorite person in the whole world!
...my dad






I had a dream that he died. It was one of the most vivid, horrific, and painful
nightmares I have ever experienced. I felt my body shaking and someone saying "Alana, Alana, It is ok, It's ok!" I woke up crying wracked with pain and fear. Anxiety gripping my heart.
I wanted to call my father, to see if he was safe, it was 4am, way to early. I could feel this immense pain in my chest swelling with every sob, I drifted in and out of consciousness hoping to never encounter that same dream thread again. Finally......safe sleep .... I woke up at 6am for work...
What a way to start your day.
I called dad on my way to work...he is fine! His reply "wow! That sucks!"
God, I love my dad!!! He is awesome!!!!