lamentedm

There I am. On stage. People are calling out my name. People are trying to make eye contact with me. People are giving me the nod that everything is alright. I see the boys on stage smiling with every note I hit.

I leave the stage. I walk past unknown faces and generic compliments. A pat on the back. A rubbing of the wrist. A bottle of cool water. Even hugs.

Im home now. Alone. Bored. Tired. Empty and desperate, looking for someone that feels the same way.

Am I asking for too much? Is it so hard to find someone just like me? I know Im not the only one that feels this way. Maybe I should turn up my bass to shake out the lonely fucks out of the woodwork. Do you have any idea how long it has been since Ive been kissed? Sure, Ive had a kiss on the cheek here and there. But I can not recall the last time I put my mouth on another and felt eye lashes against my face. I need to go out and get me a drink. Anyone up for a nite at the dance hall?