Wednesday Jul 14, 2004

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so... how's your summer going?
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bunz0rz:
summer is going by fast and uh..hot
goob:
Getting better all the time. I love the cicadas in the trees outside my bedroom window. It feels like summer.

Sunday Jul 11, 2004

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something is wrong... my moods or whatever. everything i come into contact with seems wrong. as in creepy and out of place. i wish i could understand...

karen, someone i like alot, gave me the snub. saw me, and just kept walking. what did i do? it just does'nt pay to like people.

puke
cybele:
I am certain that your friend just simply did NOT see you!

Here is a virtual embrace for you, mon ami. Feel better, okay?? kiss kiss
alhim:
Been there. Well, it was years ago, and it was because I destroyed myself with too many drugs, and walked around feeling hte same way. I really hope you find what it is that you need to be balanced and happy again. Work towards it.

Thursday Jul 01, 2004

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hmmm, life is so weird. i've been working on an intense personal project, so i have'nt had a lot of time to just relax. most of my friends have vanished once again, to the east coast, so i stalk through my house, watching c-span and studying dzogchen. been tired a lot, and a little lonely. a friend gave me a bootleg of "The Quiet Earth"....
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cybele:
Will you be setting the Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus to music?? smile (Talk about a project!)

"Bah!" to loneliness! kiss
lorelei:
thanks!! smile

Saturday Jun 26, 2004

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as certain as color
passes from the petal,
irrevocable as flesh,
the gazing eye falls through the world.
cybele:
*sigh* How beautiful. Your words?? I needed a "bit of beauty", having experienced "Farenheit 9/11" this weekend. An amazing film, but one I found deeply depressing. Surely gets one's blood boiling, though.

So nice to have you back. Don't stay away quite so long next time! kiss

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Wednesday Jun 09, 2004

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earlier i watched reagan's funeral. it was a strange and telling event for me. though now i can't imagine how it could be any different, it struck me how militaristic it was. it simply blew my mind. i had a hard time remembering that someone had died. there were just so many weapons! it threw me for a loop. it made me remember what i...
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adjunct:
I think the Dirty Three is everybody's favorite live show. That was definitely my favorite show to shoot, even more than Cex, who posed for me, or Oneida in their Guess Who-looking days. Even my mom likes the D3, and she wanted prints of everything I shot at that show.

So, have you heard that double LP that charalambides put out recently? I picked up the Unknown Spin reissue on Kranky, which was amazing, but haven't seen the new one anywhere.
ghostism:
hey mister....wondering about your musicating. what do you do actually? i live knee deep in processed guitar and laptop hum with many a field recording expedition. i am wondering if you would enjoy a little music swap? maybe mp3's across the wire? i will have a site up soon but until then.......you can find me at particles_collect@yahoo.com.au wink

Sunday Jun 06, 2004

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ugh! brutal allergies. headaches, congestion, and can't wait for the asthma! this is just not cool! puke

i just saw the first dragonfly i've seen in years! it flew outrageously high, and seemed like it could'nt hold itself against the breeze. then i went to see it up close, and reallized there was no breeze. ahhhh, perfect!

that which blossoms
falls, the way of all flesh...
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catiedid:
glorious profile pic
beautiful poem
sorry about your allergies
catiedid:
thank you for the compliment. you are now an imprint on my brain in the form of memory...nicely put...

Tuesday Jun 01, 2004

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when john cage stepped into an anechoic chamber, he dicovered that silence was impossible. the sound of his own body was too much to bear.
ghostism:
i wonder what the sound of his brain is like? or the sound from his brain even....atonal? confused

Tuesday May 25, 2004

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lately i've been scouring my local newspaper stand, looking for lit mags to submit my poetry to. is there no more interest in formalism out there? am i barking up the wrong tree? looking at past issues of my own journal, i realize that i am.

my one, unending obsession is the impotence of language, the teetering connection between word and object, perhaps word as...
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lorelei:
thanks sweetie! and yes, i hope so smile
alhim:
I'd like to read your poetry, do you have any online?

Wednesday May 19, 2004

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wow, where has the time gone? for the past couple of weeks, i've had some thing that closely approximates a "life". a few friends of mine have been back from the east coast, so i've seeing movies, dining with others, and feeling like a human. smile

i've been takin photos, mostly of blossoms, which are numerous around here. he colors are so vivid, i could imagine...
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cybele:
Anna Karina!! My, my, my! smile She looked quite beautiful in "L'Etranger." (Great film!) Such an elegant woman.

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cybele:
Gosh, that's a pretty impressive list of films! Are you sure you aren't moonlighting as film critic for the Chicago Sun-Times?? wink

Yeah, Ms. Bacall is indeed a "class act." Gorgeous!


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Monday May 10, 2004

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It's hard to gaze at something, and not want grasp it.

lately i've felt like i'm window shopping through life, as us solitary creatures are prone to do.

moths orbit the nocturnal light, and encircle with curling patterns. bats inhabit the shadow play, and scream silence, when the noise dies away.
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cerah:
Tell me what is and hey maybe I'll make it into a set somehow wink
cybele:
Yes, I HAVE seen "The Third Man." Harry Lime is one of my favorite characters in the whole of "film noir." You have seen, I take it??
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