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Thursday Jan 20, 2005

Jan 20, 2005
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force feeding yourself is one of the hardest things to do. i seem to be sick more often these days. aches and pains. weird feeling of constant melancholy i've been unable to write in months, and i've been reading lots of blanchot. eyes red all the time. nightmares. meat cravings. feeling needy. feeling alone. inventing a wordless language. realizing that it's a function of the mind. tired. cold. sad.
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darkangelion:
what happened to you, dear man?
tell me if you feel like
smile

things good here: London 4th-7th february (meeting Caz), Rammstein gig on 24th february, Frankfurt 25-28th march (meeting Bambi)
Jan 26, 2005
bigblack81:
You're welcome. I'm glad you found relevance in the words and hope that you'll spread the word to others.

Color does not make a person, color accents what a person has to offer to the table.

Holla back, geeky brotha. biggrin

EDITED for one hell of a funny typo.

[Edited on Jan 28, 2005 7:47AM]
Jan 27, 2005

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