Thursday Nov 25, 2004

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bad news: my gf gave me the whooping cough.

good news: I'VE BEEN ROCKING BIG STAR ALL DAY!!!

JESUS CHRIST IS BORN TODAY!!!! JESUS CHRIST IS BOOOOOORN!!!

uhhh happy thanksgiving. oink bok
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polygirlaz:
Can I just say I think its awesome you choose your name to the be the frat from Nerds.
Big thumbs up
Kisses Cheri
pygmy:
I will check that out. Thanks! smile And thanks for your well-wishing, I'm feeling much better today miao!!

Friday Nov 19, 2004

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what can be said? i'm tired, i'm sick, and more than a little depressed. puke frown frown bok i have the biggest headache i've had in a long time, and i'm in need of a little attention. sorry about the whining folks, but i feel just BAD.

so, i close with this:

Understanding through the dualism of mind and object is thought.
Realizing the that these two are nondual...
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trocc:
we analyze for the astro-black shit
Madlib got the grass to get so we get lit
we commence to astro-travellin'
grabbin up skins, so we can play a game of javelin



biggrin

thanks, drifta
burstandbloom:
happy thanksgiving

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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how often does one get to be happy in life? without attachment, clear headed, with true serenity? i've been thinking a lot lately about a good life. this is most because the gf is making me leave the house, andexperinence things other than inanimate objects and flashing lights. i wonder how long this could last.

but, can't do that for too long, all i can...
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mezereona:
ty for the comment
while inanimate objects and flashing lights are fine, it's good to get a variety of experiences.
smile
nightmares:
Have a wonderful weekend or this ~~~> will happen to you!


~Nightmares~

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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love

Wednesday Nov 03, 2004

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i ask all of you...please keep me laughing over the next four years, and i'll try to do the same for you. if you want it. we have to hunker down and start to build a movement for justice and peace. but mostly peace. please, peace. and mental health.

love all of you! kiss

LLL
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persya:
heheh awww thank you! blush
persya:
ooo cool
i'll look into it

Thursday Oct 28, 2004

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the las few weeks of my life have been some of the most intense and invigorating in years. i am exhausted. i've had a couple of days to relax, and that's what i needed. i've been plagued y mood swings since i was a youngin', and recently they had gotten significantly worse. but, overall feeling fine. my girl and i are doing alright, and i...
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persya:
thanks for the love love love love on my picture post in the girls with glasses album
persya:
oh i bet they would too!

Monday Oct 18, 2004

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Weasel was right. systems DO emerge from complete chaos!
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originalthought:
*smiles* thanks for your comment on my photo in the girls with glasses album.
mtlqueen:
Do you ever post on the iheartnoise forum? I don't do much internet stuff other than here, but I recently joined the ezboards forum and I'm "wetknees" on iheartnoise... if you ever are interested. I think you'd have loads to contribute. Loads! biggrin

Saturday Oct 09, 2004

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"Ariel Ramirez Oh where you lay Your head tonight I'll roll away alone And close on down Take up your ring And fly back out And we'll pretend, Forget we're dead Yeah, we'll lay it down When we're all through When we're killed or cured And barely heard Put Ariel on and smoke away the night Into the white net crawl Until the hammers fall...
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tatum:
Wow I really like your profile picture!

Thank you for the comment on my set the other day! kiss
cybele:
In your case, love is indeed pain, hunh? I certainly hope things lighten up a bit...for both your sake and hers. smile
kiss

Sunday Oct 03, 2004

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so, last night i was hanging out with my once and future lover, and a strange conversation emerged. i was saying something to her that she did not believe. i can't remember how the topic emerged, but we got onto a dicussion of multiple worlds. each of our perceptions and collective experiences being complete worlds, and that each world (the total experience of each individual...
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cybele:
"As soon as we start putting our thoughts into words and sentences, everything gets distorted. Language is just no damn good -- I use it because I have to, but I don't put any trust in it. We never understand each other." Marcel Duchamp.

A common problem. smile

(Portland is a paradoxical place. Still, I love it.)
kiss kiss
sophie:
alrighty... you commented on my photoset on monday with this statement: "you are one of the most beautiful women on earth."

now... maybe you were intoxicated. maybe you were joking. maybe you were totally serious.

however you meant it, whatever terms you were judging on at the time, by those same terms and standards who are the five most beautiful women on earth in your opinion? like i was saying earlier, i don't presume i'm in that list. your original comment could've been off a list of 100. like the greatest novels of the 20th century.

you are a record store clerk? radness!

as you can tell, i was a literature major. or maybe you can't. but i was.

♥
Sophie

Wednesday Sep 29, 2004

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sorry, have'nt had much time to update. i've been working on poetry and music, seems there's even a little demand for m work, which makes me happy. it keeps my mind off the drudgery and banality i'm cultivated for myself these past few years, so i soldier on. meanwhile, i've been skipping meals, avoid friends, doing what i should not be doing, considering that my...
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jonnytrrrash7:
combustible....? bust me a stripe, i should have known that!! tongue

hmmm should we revive the group?? did it have many members??
cybele:
Autumn is my favorite season. Beautiful light and vibrant colors! Oh yeah, and big, warm sweaters.

(Skipping meals and avoiding friends! Can such a monastic lifestyle be good for you? smile )

Portland or Duluth. (Which Portland would that be, pray tell?)

Sunday Sep 19, 2004

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the last couple of weeks have been some of the strangest of my life. for once in a long time, i have felt ALIVE!!! for better or for worse. our great palatial estate in the south was spared the deluge. a little flooding, and a broken window, but everyone is safe. i feel terrible for those who died in other parts nearby. frown frown frown it's been a...
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shayne:
good to know you're safe and sound. wink
cybele:
No, no!! No "downward spiral"! (If down the rat-hole you are falling, best to get them fingers clawing!) Or, perhaps something really good shall come of this reunion? Enjoy (do not over-analyze!) and let yourself feel "human." smile
kiss kiss

Wednesday Sep 15, 2004

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one of my childhood homes will probably be destroyed tonight. frown
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cybele:

kiss
cybele:
What's the word on your family home, kid??
smile kiss
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