laloba_

Is it possible for two people to love each other, but not be meant for each other? I love her so much. It's not working. It's fight after fight after fight. It's fighting over the stupidest shit too. I drink too much. I smoke too much. You know what? I do what I want. I deal with the consequences. I'm a 22 year old woman. I don't need a second mother. I need a girlfriend. I need a best friend and a lover. I guess sometimes it just takes 2 years of an on again off again relationship to realize it's just not meant to be. I can't try anymore. I shouldn't have to try. It should come naturally. I can't be everything you want me to be. I guess I'm just not what you want.


http://www.no-conclusion.com/2010/10/26/crystal-castles-not-in-love-feat-robert-smith/