laks

I wrote a new song tell me what you think of it

I don't know whyyyyy
I look at each side of every action
wondering what reaction
this one will bring
Try to figure out the fractions
but all the captions
are so misleading
Can't figure out what will happen
will it uplift or will it sadden
and the outcomes still confuseing
Wheter it ends up good ore bad
Its still a tad
bit overwhelming

All these things run thru my mind
I can't decide I can't decide
Maddness running thru my eyes
The world has become my demise
So much poisen in my brain
Everything in life I rwtain
Why can't some one numb the pain
Struggle's in my life I must maintain

You ever broken your own heart well I have
I reached inside and ripped it apart with my hands
I had something good but I gave to much
When it was all over I was the one who got fuckt
Now I go to sleep and it's so hard to wake
Don't want to live another day with my mistake
I take what I did and bottle it up inside
Can't seem to get the thing out of my mind

All these things run thru my mind
I can't decide I can't decide
Maddness running thru my eyes
The world has become my demise
So much poisen in my brain
Everything in life I rwtain
Why can't some one numb the pain
Struggle's in my life I must maintain

Try to regain composure
But disorder is all I get
Forget about the pain
That I get from the brain need to refrain
from thinking of it
Try to sit down need to relax
Every now and then I get a mental relaps
of what happenned I get so saddened
Then I drink away the tears