Hey guys!

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I just wanted to apologize for not being active lately. A few months ago, I very suddenly got very sick. I have since been diagnosed with kidney problems, enlargement of my spleen and lymph nodes, abnormalities in my white blood cells (which make me very susceptible to common illnesses like the flu), and cognitive behavior disruptions. I have been constantly in pain/seeing doctors/in and out of hospitals, and I still do not have a proper diagnosis as to what I'm sick with. Unfortunately, they believe it is something chronic. I haven't really spoken much about this, but I figured it's time to let you you all know. In the span of about 3 1/2 months I have been able to shoot a few times, so I'll be spamming you guys with pics tonight to make up for my absence. Unfortunately, me getting sick means I will not be able to attend any of the shootfests I was planning on going to this year. Best case scenario, I'll be able to go to just one. On the brightside, I have my Vaporeon cosplay set going live in just 2 short weeks!

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wizard0:
I hope they can figure things out, so you can feel better.
dashwood_one:
I'm  sorry to hear of your illness. I would get the hospital to check for Hodgkin's Lymphoma. Your symptoms are similar to the ones my late father had. Hodgkin's is far rarer than Non-Hodgkin's, and is more difficult to detect, but can be cured completely if discovered early enough. Sadly, in my dad's case, it wasn't. Your youth is on your side, too. Here's hoping you get better soon. Much love, xxxxx

Selfies!

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Hey guys, sorry for not being active. I've been very ill for the past month. Hospital visits, doctor visits, and countless referrals to different specialists and they still haven't properly diagnosed me. All we know is that it is unfortunately something chronic. I'll keep you all updated!

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natany:
Hope you feel better soon sweet 💜😙
erikmichael1:
much love to you

Challenge!!

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Nominated by the lovely @vorigan 💕

1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Advil 😅

2. Where was your profile picture taken? At a nuse beach in New Jersey!

3. Worst physical pain you’ve had? Getting my stomach tattoo done 😵

4. Favorite place you have been? Definitely Amsterdam

5. How late did you stay up last night? 5 am 😖...
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coalsomnanna:
Advil :(
pascipio:
You are beautiful!

Blog Homework: What's Your Secret Recipe For Love?

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Relationships are difficult. They can be messy at times and full of potholes, but that does not mean they aren't worth it in the long run. Before my father passed away, he would tell me "Yes your mom and and I have a lot of differences, and yes she is a total dork, but she is my dork and I wouldn't want it any other...
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auriastorm:
@lake This is really well written! Great advice!!
lake:
@auriastorm thank you my love!! xoxo
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