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Thursday Oct 15, 2009

Oct 15, 2009
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Yay I got my computer back..finally! Hopefully I can update a lot more now. Sorry I am a slacker ha. I have been super busy with school lately. It's been kicking me in the ass. I hate how i actually have been studying but my grades are still low. I think I am not meant to be a test taker at all. I did switch my major to Fashion Merchandising and minoring in marketing now. I flip flopped them, so I am definitely happier with that decision. Makes me excited to looking forward to possibly all the career opportunities involved in that industry. I seriously love fashion, i am all about it and spend way too much money because of it. So hopefully things go accordingly.

With myself lately I have been doing a lot better. As a lot of you know I suffered with depression and anxiety and it was taking control of me. I must say I get up everyday and I have a smile on my face and I just love everything haha. I have been a lot more calm lately and not so stressed and on edge which is good. I still have a few moments, but everything is working out.

As for dating, I gave up on it. I think the right person will come along when the time is right. Who knows where my mystery man awaits. Could be anywhere, but I am just in the wrong place. He will come around when I am not looking. Right now it's all about me and getting myself taken care of and situated. I don't need a boyfriend right now, probably would lose focus on myself. It feels weird letting go of things and moving forwards knowing that its ok. It's something that I have needed to do for a long time. I just can't wait to get where I want to be in life. I see it, but I have to accomplish a lot to get to it, but I am not going to give up.

Hope everyone is having a wonderful week. It's been raining here a lot. So gloomy and definately cooler weather which is alright because i like fall and the cute fall outfits. I have a lot more to wear than in the summer haha. I am only fall break next week, I only get two days but that two days is better than no break at all. smile

Well this is a long enough blog I believe. I am just glad I have my computer back and that I have communication now with people haha. Love ya all!

XOXO
LAINEEkiss
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
virginya:
Yah im on a few things myself smile
Ohhhh gees... haha.
Oct 17, 2009
silentwhisper:
This was uplifting to read, congratulations on workin through depression, I have my moments with it as well, but like you I feel like Im actually moving forward in life for the first time in awhile(last few months).

Cant wait for any new sets you bring, cheers smile
Oct 18, 2009

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