lain

So my hand is getting a little better. still kinda swollen but luckily i can sorta use it without too much pain.

I quit my job at verizon. Just wasnt working out and the job was all commission. It was a retail sales job where it had me walking the city and selling Verizon Centex. I took a good look in the mirror one day and told myself... "This is not who I want to be!"
Plus i dont want to have a boss who is 19 and a high school drop out telling his crew that people working jobs like at Best Buy or Starbucks are scum of the universe and working a dead end job. Last time I checked Starbucks was in the top 5 in the Fortune 500 for Best Companies to work for. Not F & F Communications.

So I am basically looking for a job all week. I mean a real job. I go back to Starbucks next monday but that aint going to last more than another 3 weeks. I want a desk job, as an assistant editor. Im tired of gettin up each morning and telling myself I serve coffee to a bunch of pissed off New Yorkers.

On another note.

As I was watching the Oscars with my girl, it dawned on me just how much I trully love this girl. Yes thats right. Im in love and there aint a goddamn thing you can do about it. This girl looks at me in a way that just melts the inside of me to pieces, tells me she loves me in a way I've never heard before, and hugs and kisses me in a way I couldnt even compare to anything else. She said on saturday..:
"My mother wants us to go with her and her fiancee for a drive in his new car all day. I dun wanna do that. Cause this is my weekend (in a sweet voice) and I just wanna spend it with my baby."
YOU DONT GET MUCH SWEETER THAN THAT!

Ladies and Gentlemen..... We rock!