laiden

Update:
My motor blew in my car while on the freeway, not worth fixing up my car , just got a new used car , but wont have it till Sat , have to rely on other ppl is shitty!!!
Sunday have the Brown Aveda scholarship contest , know i'm not going to win and will prob cry when I don't!
My wallet needs CPR i'm so broke and screwed , i dk what to do . I'm getting high anxiety .
I start training for server at my new job , nervous ...i'm not a good server ...i'm very forgetful and am clumsy.
I got an ultimatium with my bf saying it's him or the dogs...he will be upset with the outcome.
Things are always shaking ,it'd be nice for stability in my life ... but i guess this is the experience of life...
I've been getting up early lately, it's weird but i like it, even tho my days have been super hectic or wasted....i feel like i need to go outside more and do more but ugh i hate being by myself sometimes
I've been trying to think of a fast cash way to make money , without becoming a hooker ,and without dancing .
I want to be on the real world i've decided ... i want to just be silly and have my life taped , i've always wanted that . I was thinking bout making a video and submitting it to them , i'll prob change my mind soon tho.
Well if you wanna help donate to the Laiden so broke she eats only ramen noodle fund plz do ! i will return the favor with a card , maybe a nakie card pic ...
paypal : justblameme@hotmail.com
I will love you forever if you do
Love for now
LAiden