laiden

I'm sitting here
standing here
Wondering
THinking
waiting
for nothing
thoughts keep passing my mind while time keeps passing by
alone
with friends
in company
wishing
hoping
praying
everything constantly changing
same ol same ol
looking
feeling
seeing
touching
tasting
hearing
but nothing ever sounds the same
but nothing ever taste the same
but nothing ever feels the same
but nothing ever looks the same
its the same ol same ol
but somethings can never be the same
keep struggling , never a moment to catch my breath
parniod
selfish
consumed
contigious
contemplating
destroyed
moving on
staying
damn ol same affair with life ,
no one sees
everyone knows
kindness
caring
forgiving
trying
protective
unpredictable
predictable
stuck
free
finding me...............
i ramble its what i do best , don't try and understand you most likely won't be able to , i barely am