i have finally come to the realization of why i haven't had a girlfriend in 4 years! it's not because i'm a bad person, or i'm unattractive, it's simply because there isn't a girl in this entire world that's good enough for me! that's it! it's gotta be! i mean, why else wouldn't an attractive, talented musician, who's going to pharmacy school to make $100,000...
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is it pathetic when you've got the local guitar store and the waffle house on speed dial on your cell? hmm....yea i'm bored cuz i'm the only sorry fuck in college that doesn't have anything to do on thursday nite. well i guess i'll go do LAUNDRY now...... 
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clara:
I sure do wish I could be at CBGB's anniversary party tomorrow night. The Dictators! 
jmand2:
i have guitar shop,pizza place, and petco on speed dial....
hey kiddos, i saw the most amazing show last nite! a perfect circle fucking rocks my world! some lame ass band played for like 30 mins and then i got my ass kicked by apc for 2 hours! i almost lost my doc martens too 
there was some drunk fuck that almost ruined the show, and i asked somebody "who in the fuck brought this...
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jmand2:
YUP, little air bubbles when the phone rang. i just figured the phone was dirty, so i'd wash it. In the toilet. And to make it more comfy, i flushed, so it would be like a hot tub. Perfect circle was cool? i want to see them live so bad....
_6deana9_:
hi, sweetie* 
if you want to see THE COOLEST PICTURE EVER look at my most recently added pic! 
.... i consumed an entire bottle of wine last nite and played playstation. i was still drunk when i went to class this morning. also, i'm hooking up with some guys to start a band so i probably won't be on as much as i have been lately....
HEY!!...
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.... i consumed an entire bottle of wine last nite and played playstation. i was still drunk when i went to class this morning. also, i'm hooking up with some guys to start a band so i probably won't be on as much as i have been lately....
HEY!!...
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rxqueen:
awww i'm sorry cupcake!
i'll be better and leave you more comments
haha that pic is awesome. very cute.
as far as the school/music thing goes...
i think you should stay in school, and do the music thing also.
sometimes its really hard to get the motivation to get back into school. so, my opinion: do both. school & music.
i'll be better and leave you more comments
haha that pic is awesome. very cute.
as far as the school/music thing goes...
i think you should stay in school, and do the music thing also.
sometimes its really hard to get the motivation to get back into school. so, my opinion: do both. school & music.
_6deana9_:
.i.miss.you. 
i want an old skool regular nintendo. i sold mine years ago. now i hate myself everydy for it. how could i have been so blind. those mind-blowing 8-bit graphics, the suckass midi background music, that unergonomical rectangular controller....*sigh*. anywho me and some guys from work are getting blitzed saturday, and we're taking the digital camera so expect some vulgar/enticing pictures soon. oh, one more...
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xatreyux:
that makes sense..but thats only because ive grow up around alcoholic's also i have an old nintendo 
_6deana9_:
laughs....maintains composure.... and says.... fuck me
i'm sort of better now. i got away this weekend. i didn't really get to play as much music as i wanted to, because i resolved some problems with my best friend who i thought hated me. long story. anywho, saturday i spent 3 hours dreading his hair and it looks pro. i'll post some pics of his hair when i get a chance. then...
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_6deana9_:
...you hurt me, yet i miss you.....why, god, why.... 
_6deana9_:
ju5t t3ll m3 y0u h34rt m3* 
ok i've got tickets to see static-x and soil tonite but i'm not even going, i had big plans to see them with one of my friends but that fell through to say the least. so yea, i'm getting the fuck away from everybody and everything and going home for the weekend and locking myself in my room and writing some songs. i bought $5000...
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clara:
Aw, your dad sounds cute. Do you let him play music with you?
_6deana9_:
hi, sweetie.... write me a song plz... dreaming of you
can something be terribly good and terribly bad all at the same time? i can't even think right now. i'm so fucking tired right now. i've been having to explain to everyone at work that i look like i'm dead because working and going to school at the same time is really hard on me. that's not totally it. my heart feels like it's gonna...
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yawf:
i've done the school/work thing while living on my own and it is NOT FUN, not at all. good luck, just remember that it really does end. of course then you have to move on into the real world, fun fun.
yawf:
it's actually funny that you mention crack. too many people i've heard about recently have issues with that demon. it's fun to make fun of them though. buttahead!
i've been instrumental in ruining some people's lives for about 2 weeks now. i need to just lie down and never wake up. i think i would like that. i think i would like that a lot. that way i couldn't hurt anybody or anything else....
Where i belong
There's no one to hurt
It's some place i can't be found
Where i belong
It's...
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Where i belong
There's no one to hurt
It's some place i can't be found
Where i belong
It's...
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yawf:
damn baby,
what did you do?
what did you do?
_6deana9_:
i luv your favorite bands.
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[Edited on Nov 12, 2003 10:07PM]
UGLY
All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue
These 2 things I've never had one
Born in this old skin. I'm too sick I can't win
I've lived with this damage 2 long
My eyes can't behold it I cannot control
This this feeling that's left in my heart
I've never dont no wrong. I don't deserve these bones
Please burn up this...
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All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue
These 2 things I've never had one
Born in this old skin. I'm too sick I can't win
I've lived with this damage 2 long
My eyes can't behold it I cannot control
This this feeling that's left in my heart
I've never dont no wrong. I don't deserve these bones
Please burn up this...
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_6deana9_:
.wicked hott.you make me melt.
yawf:
i was smashed myself when i left that reply so i'm not really sure myself. i think it had to do with mail order sexual favors for some reason, hmmm
"the 37 cent hell telegram,
of course crack whores have no teeth
so maybe hell isn't as close as we think."
i really shouldn't mix my alcohol heh.
"the 37 cent hell telegram,
of course crack whores have no teeth
so maybe hell isn't as close as we think."
i really shouldn't mix my alcohol heh.
I'll be emailing directions to everyone this week.
if you get a chance, reply to the email i send you
because i'll probably have to do it at work
and i stay of SG while i'm on the clock.