i think i have an alcohol addiction. while i was in the middle of typing the world alcohol just a second ago, i took a big drink of my 40. it' cost $1.50. i had $2 so i bought one. it's milwaukee's best ice. it's starting to interfere with my life. i can't remember anything anymore, and i can't process relevant information. i have been contemplating the effects of my suicide lately. i don't want my 11 year old sister to grow up knowing her brother was too weak to carry on with his life. and i know my mother would have a nervous breakdown if i did it. whatever. i'm staring into a broken mirror.....
xatreyux:
you do the same hun
rebeldaisy:
i hope whatever is causing your bad mood gets fixed/turns better/whatever the case may be...i could not imagine a worse thing then thinking of one of my siblings committing suicide...