laid_to_rest

....i'm a bastard. i went to see my "girlfriend" this weekend. and she was acting all fuckin gay so i took her home after we hung out for like 30 minutes. i dunno. we never could even be alone because her mom was such an overprotective freak. fuck it. then i went home and my parents left for the weekend so i had the house all to myself. so i sexy-fied myself and straightened up the house and my car and went to pick up a sweet little scandal of mine. well, i got there and she was like yea i have a date with someone else. so then i wanted to fucking die. well, then my 2 best friends came over so we could get trashed. well they got there and that girl called. her date got cancelled or some shit. so i decided to ditch the guys and go mess around. but there's a catch. she's the ex of one of the guys i'm hanging out with (brentley). so i had to meet her somewhere and make up some lame ass excuse why i wouldn't be able to hang out with the guys. well, apparently brentley heard her cuz my cell phone's loud as fuck. so after i told him i wouldn't be back he said "be sure to hit it for me". and then he hung up on me. so then i felt like a fucking asshole. so anyways they left and me and the girl went back home and made out and fooled around. then she left and i started drinking. i didn't even get to hit it. i was just lying there hard as a rock with her straddling me and she was like "well, are you gonna fuck me?" and so i proceeded to do just that, but alas i had no condoms and she wasn't about to let me fuck her ass. anyways, james came back but brentley didn't. i suck.