laid_to_rest

is it pathetic when you've got the local guitar store and the waffle house on speed dial on your cell? hmm....yea i'm bored cuz i'm the only sorry fuck in college that doesn't have anything to do on thursday nite. well i guess i'll go do LAUNDRY now......

hey kiddos, i saw the most amazing show last nite! a perfect circle fucking rocks my world! some lame ass band played for like 30 mins and then i got my ass kicked by apc for 2 hours! i almost lost my doc martens too there was some drunk fuck that almost ruined the show, and i asked somebody "who in the fuck brought this...
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if you want to see THE COOLEST PICTURE EVER look at my most recently added pic!



.... i consumed an entire bottle of wine last nite and played playstation. i was still drunk when i went to class this morning. also, i'm hooking up with some guys to start a band so i probably won't be on as much as i have been lately....


HEY!!...
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i want an old skool regular nintendo. i sold mine years ago. now i hate myself everydy for it. how could i have been so blind. those mind-blowing 8-bit graphics, the suckass midi background music, that unergonomical rectangular controller....*sigh*. anywho me and some guys from work are getting blitzed saturday, and we're taking the digital camera so expect some vulgar/enticing pictures soon. oh, one more...
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i'm sort of better now. i got away this weekend. i didn't really get to play as much music as i wanted to, because i resolved some problems with my best friend who i thought hated me. long story. anywho, saturday i spent 3 hours dreading his hair and it looks pro. i'll post some pics of his hair when i get a chance. then...
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ok i've got tickets to see static-x and soil tonite but i'm not even going, i had big plans to see them with one of my friends but that fell through to say the least. so yea, i'm getting the fuck away from everybody and everything and going home for the weekend and locking myself in my room and writing some songs. i bought $5000...
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can something be terribly good and terribly bad all at the same time? i can't even think right now. i'm so fucking tired right now. i've been having to explain to everyone at work that i look like i'm dead because working and going to school at the same time is really hard on me. that's not totally it. my heart feels like it's gonna...
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i've been instrumental in ruining some people's lives for about 2 weeks now. i need to just lie down and never wake up. i think i would like that. i think i would like that a lot. that way i couldn't hurt anybody or anything else....

Where i belong
There's no one to hurt
It's some place i can't be found
Where i belong
It's...
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UGLY

All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue
These 2 things I've never had one
Born in this old skin. I'm too sick I can't win
I've lived with this damage 2 long
My eyes can't behold it I cannot control
This this feeling that's left in my heart
I've never dont no wrong. I don't deserve these bones
Please burn up this...
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new pics. now, if you'll excuse me i'm going to hurl myself from the top story of my residence hall. goodnite........

ok, new pictures again. also, i get paid today and my mom is sending me some cookies she baked, and i just aced my history test! anybody got any suggestions for cd's i should buy this weekend?

if you kids are wondering why i haven't posted new pics in a few days it's because my suckass roommate NEVER leaves the goddamn room! he only leaves to shit and to go to class. i swear, if he had an old crippled persons potty (you know the one that's just a chair with a little pan in the bottom) and internet classes you could...
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