Was going to upload a picture, apparently the SG servers are cranky. I'll try again later.
Here is what I learned from marriage: I am not brave. I never will be. But I am patient, and I can outlast anyone.
From now on, for all of your internet stalking needs, www.toleary.typepad.com
I'll still be around here, posting on boards, replying to messages. I'll just be posting blogs somewhere else. I know you're in a panic, it's going to be okay. I'm...
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From now on, for all of your internet stalking needs, www.toleary.typepad.com
I'll still be around here, posting on boards, replying to messages. I'll just be posting blogs somewhere else. I know you're in a panic, it's going to be okay. I'm...
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I've never written in the second person before, it's kind of weird. I wrote this today at work between calls, so it's highly unfinished and rushed, blah, blah, blah, same old stuff I say.
Hindsight
You saw this coming, at least that is what you will tell yourself. Looking back you will see the signs, how she grew more and more distant. Her constantly referring...
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Hindsight
You saw this coming, at least that is what you will tell yourself. Looking back you will see the signs, how she grew more and more distant. Her constantly referring...
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* Begin radio silence *
I read once about a woman whose secret fantasy was to have an affair with an artist. She thought he would really see her. He would see every curve, every line, every indentation and love them because they were part of the beauty that made her unique.
Still sick. Still have chest pains, still can't take full breaths without getting into a coughing fit, but...
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Still sick. Still have chest pains, still can't take full breaths without getting into a coughing fit, but...
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So I wrote two posts, the first one I didn't like. The second one got deleted after a freak momentary power outage, so instead of writing a lengthy third one, I will combine the two with bullet points.
* I no longer have a fever, this is a time for rejoicing.
* I do have bad chest pains due to being doubled over while uncontrollably...
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* I no longer have a fever, this is a time for rejoicing.
* I do have bad chest pains due to being doubled over while uncontrollably...
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"May you walk a lighted path. May you fight for truth - your truth, not someone else's - and may you understand, above all things, that you are the most important concept, theory, and philosophy I have ever known." - Special Topics in Calamity Physics
This morning was interesting. Last night I came home from work and I felt cold. I put on a sweater....
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This morning was interesting. Last night I came home from work and I felt cold. I put on a sweater....
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"Sometimes it takes more courage not to let yourself see. Sometimes knowledge is damaging - not enlightenment but enleadenment. If one recognizes the difference and prepares oneself - it is extraordinarily brave. Because when it comes to certain human miseries the only eyewitness should be the movement and maybe the trees." - Special Topics in Calamity Physics
I'm sick, my body aches, and I've got...
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I'm sick, my body aches, and I've got...
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I'm under the impression that no one really reads this (Not like I'm writing for an audience anyway), but as you notice even that thought doesn't keep me from writing.
So I went to lunch with my mom at the almighty IHOP. I had about three bites of chicken strips because my appetite is in such disarray after the past week. Between diet and stress...
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miaka:
"Shallow water must be on the horizon but still too far to go"
Your comment reminded me of a favorite song of mine about drowning.
Your dreams sound interesting, I'm not an expert on them or anything, so I have no idea what they would mean.
Anyway, sorry for my lack of anything interesting to say, I'm still a little down. Hope everything well is with you even though it sounds like you're going through something similar as me.
Have you been to that Bubble Tea cafe near the sushi restaurant? I think I might go there and feel sorry for myself, it's the only bubble tea place in memphis I know of and it reminds me of someone special. Sigh.
Your comment reminded me of a favorite song of mine about drowning.
Your dreams sound interesting, I'm not an expert on them or anything, so I have no idea what they would mean.
Anyway, sorry for my lack of anything interesting to say, I'm still a little down. Hope everything well is with you even though it sounds like you're going through something similar as me.
Have you been to that Bubble Tea cafe near the sushi restaurant? I think I might go there and feel sorry for myself, it's the only bubble tea place in memphis I know of and it reminds me of someone special. Sigh.
Gather 'round children, it's story time!
Before we get things started, this is a direct copy of my first draft, and like Hemingway said, "All first drafts are shit," but I figured I should share something to prove I'm still writing. All typos and inconsistencies are intact, including the boy's name changing from Tyler to Travis and back a number of times. I've already got...
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Before we get things started, this is a direct copy of my first draft, and like Hemingway said, "All first drafts are shit," but I figured I should share something to prove I'm still writing. All typos and inconsistencies are intact, including the boy's name changing from Tyler to Travis and back a number of times. I've already got...
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