Had an odd dream this morning.
I was somewhere, some house. A bunch of people I didn't know, some I did. I was standing around, not talking to anyone. There was a guy sitting next to me on the couch and I introduced myself, apologized for not greeting him sooner, and stretched out my hand for a handshake. The guy was holding a cigarette between his fingers. He gave me a big, toothy, "fuck you" grin, grabbed my hand, and jabbed the lit end of the cigarette into my outstretched palm.
Certainly not the best dream I've ever had. I can find dream meanings for cigarettes, but only for smoking one or being offered one. Nothing about being burned by one, especially during a polite gesture. I can also find things for handshakes, but only if I give one or am offered one, not if it ends with me getting jabbed with a cigarette. It shall forever remain a mystery, but it does have me in kind of a funk today.
Luckily I'm going to work, I can read and write and get my mind off of my silly dream. I have plenty of things on my mind, I shouldn't be dwelling on something like a simple dream.
I did talk to my friend Jared today, whose advice is second to none. After telling him what was I was dwelling on he paused, and said, "Minor details."
It's true, I've been focusing on all of the tiny, tiny things, or at least worrying about them. Most important thing to do first is write. That's the most important thing right now.
Also, I'm down to 182 pounds, that's almost 30 pounds gone this year. My 175 goal is so close!
I was somewhere, some house. A bunch of people I didn't know, some I did. I was standing around, not talking to anyone. There was a guy sitting next to me on the couch and I introduced myself, apologized for not greeting him sooner, and stretched out my hand for a handshake. The guy was holding a cigarette between his fingers. He gave me a big, toothy, "fuck you" grin, grabbed my hand, and jabbed the lit end of the cigarette into my outstretched palm.
Certainly not the best dream I've ever had. I can find dream meanings for cigarettes, but only for smoking one or being offered one. Nothing about being burned by one, especially during a polite gesture. I can also find things for handshakes, but only if I give one or am offered one, not if it ends with me getting jabbed with a cigarette. It shall forever remain a mystery, but it does have me in kind of a funk today.
Luckily I'm going to work, I can read and write and get my mind off of my silly dream. I have plenty of things on my mind, I shouldn't be dwelling on something like a simple dream.
I did talk to my friend Jared today, whose advice is second to none. After telling him what was I was dwelling on he paused, and said, "Minor details."
It's true, I've been focusing on all of the tiny, tiny things, or at least worrying about them. Most important thing to do first is write. That's the most important thing right now.
Also, I'm down to 182 pounds, that's almost 30 pounds gone this year. My 175 goal is so close!