my final... 13th set. a damn dozen

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sdawg74:
@ladyzhuk very sad to hear, but of course your health is of paramount importance and comes first!
jozsef:
I understand that it's easy to say that you don't have to care what unsophisticated people think. I also know that we can't switch off anxiety just because we know we shouldn't worry about certain kinds of things. It's a good idea to get away from anything like this that doesn't make you happy, especially if it can be bad for your health. I hope those of us who think you're special can continue to keep up with what you're doing. I love the pictures but even more, I want to know how you are and that you're safe. Please do what's best for you. 💙

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jozsef:
That's another beautiful picture. You worked so hard for so long to put out so much fine work. Please don't take it away from those who have the taste and the intellect to recognize what you did and to love it and feel fortunate for the uplifting experiences you gave us. I'm not at all saying that popular sets are always simple trash. I'm saying that there is an important category of excellence that is generally not recognized and appreciated by the majority. Are all the most popular songs the best music ever created?
pooblivion:
💔

well, I'm tired of it)

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What am I doing wrong?

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jozsef:
My dear, I've been here for 17 years and I've seen this before. When someone with tremendous skill and imagination creates an exceptional fine work of art, a brilliantly clever, imaginative and original set, it might be popular with the masses. However, I think there is an even greater chance that they will not be excited and just pass it by. As just one example, I've loved music all my life and my very favorite singer- songwriter walked away from it all very suddenly in 2014. No popular success. If you do things for praise from the majority rather than for the pleasure of creating, you are giving your power over your life and happiness to a huge band of uncreative and unimaginative people. Some of us, like the fine gentleman above, are not crude and stupid, and we recognize how very special you are. Intelligence is not a blessing in every way. It allows you create a logical justification for any conclusion, even if it's wrong. A simple person might say, "They don't appreciate my great work. They're all assholes." Sometimes that simple analysis is the correct one. In your case, it is.  I'm not saying you have to stay here. I am saying don't take the blame for other people's shortcomings. I'm not a youngster. I've been on this earth a long time and I know what great talent looks like. ❤️
skisby:
I have ❤️ 10 of your 12 sets in MR (I missed 2 apparently but will go back & check them out now!) & you should’ve been SG a while back. I’ve gotten in trouble before for my ranting about the “secret” formula for becoming SG, the lack of transparency is bullshit. I’m sorry to see you go, but understand & wish you the best. You are a beautiful 💪 young woman & deserve better. Sad also to hear about @darishka, she was one of my favorite photographers & very talented. 🍀 🤗

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One of my last two sets for Suicide Girls is coming out in 5 days. The second one has not been uploaded yet. It may never be uploaded here. Maybe I'll keep it for my social media.

I am glad that over the years I have met many interesting models and photographers at sg. It was an interesting experience for me. But, alas, everything comes...
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cerebus666:
You will be missed 😘😘
ladyzhuk:
@cerebus666   alternatively, I need to change my password and email to new ones, do not write them down anywhere and forget them completely, so that I am no longer here =)
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