ladysapphire

So, I'm trying to figure out what I need to do to be good enough to have a set accepted by SG... I think I need to practice just getting shot with different ppl. I've only been photographed by my hubby, and he's great at lots of things, but photography isn't one of them. His parents both take great pics, somehow he didn't get that trait in his genes. I think the most frustrating part is that I have an awesome photographer friend that has always been more than willing to work with me, but he's my husband's best friend. That means somehow he's not "allowed" to take nudies of me, but if I find a random photographer that is legit, that stranger is allowed to.

I totally need to find a way to convince my man that his best friend taking my picture isn't going to change any part of any of our relationships. I'm not sure what he's afraid of; the guy has been a close friend of mine for longer than I've known my husband, and if something was ever going to happen between us it would have a long time ago. And he knows neither of us have an interest in one another, so where's the issue?

I don't even know what to do with myself these days. I want sooo desperately to just model, to get sexy and naked for a camera with an experienced eye behind it. There are so few photographers in my area that I have managed to get in contact with, and the ones who respond most are the ones who want to charge for the photo shoot. They can SUCK it.

Whatever, I'll find a way I suppose. It may just come my way on it's own too, but that seems less likely. After all, if you want something you've never had, you have to do something you've never done. Peace out, mo' fuckers. ^_^