ladyrune

I'm tired and I'm sick. I'm currently working on a condensed version of Romeo and Juliet, which will run for about 15-20 minutes. My show, Hansel and Gretel, opens up this weekend. I have a scene to perform today. I've been up since 7:30 and will continue to run around until about 1 am tomorrow morning.

I'm kind of upset because I haven't heard from certain people in a few days and I would really love to talk to them. This lack of talking is making me question a lot of what I'm doing and what I'm about to do. I don't like to admit it, but I'm really petrified about moving to Lexington. I'm scared about graduating and moving on. I'm worried I won't know what to do. I'm worried I'll freak out and fuck up. I really need some back up from certain people. I know this might sound lame, but knowing that you all are there is what keeps me going and what builds my confidence in this move. Without you, I don't know if I could do it.

So, please, give me a cyber slap in the face and tell me to quit worrying about it. Tell me to suck it up and keep marching on. Yell at me and tell me I'm silly for even worrying about anything. Then, when I'm not looking, smile for me because that means you really care.