ladyofeve

Sometime's, I get on my nerves. Why is it that I have to be such a jealous person? I have sinned twice today. Once at the grocery store for envying this guy's car that was bad ass, I must add, while putting groceries in my car that everything is slowly falling apart on, but it's stupid to spend so much money on your car just to make it sound "cooler", and unnecassarily louder, but I can't get mad maybe he went to college and worked real hard to get that car. Meanwhile, I"m runnin' on fumes. And then I get jealous over something I know is so stupid, but I can understand knowing the circumstances. I am learning a little about psychology as I go along.

Has our conscience shown?
Has the sweet breeze blown?
Has all the kindness gone?
Hope still lingers on.
I drink myself to newfound pity
Sitting alone in Dayton.
And I don't know why

Are we listening
To hymns of offering?
Have we eyes to see
That love is gathering?
All the word's that I've been reading.
Have now started the act of bleeding
Into one.

So I walk up on high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below.
And I laugh at myself
As the tears roll down.
'Cause it's the world I know.
It's the world I know.



God! I am so Jealous!
But realizing how stupid it is.

I know he's fucking somebody else.
But that's not what I'm jealous about.
I'm just mad about that.