ladyofeve

I can't take this shit anymore. I am mad at myself for being a dumb ass. Can anyone explain to me why and how someone can like somebody but they are completely not what you want or what you like? It is really fucking annoying.
I don't know why I miss him, but for some reason every time I see him, it's just crazy.

~I long for, the warmth of days gone by, when you were mine, but now those days are ~memoires in time
~life's empty without you by my side, my heart belongs to you no matter what I try
~when I get the courage up to love somebody new, it always falls apart cause they ~just cant compare to you.
~your love wont release me, I'm bound under ball and chain
~reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change

~In comes the winter breeze that chills the air and drifts the snow
~and I imagine kissing you under the missletoe
~when springtime makes its way here the lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your ~perfume
~when summer burns with heat I always get the hots for you
~go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do
~when autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
~when your not here it doesnt feel the same

~remember the nights when we closed our eyes and vowed that you and I would be in ~love for all time
~every time I think about these things I shared with you
~I break down and cry cause I get so emotional
~until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain
~reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change

James Harris the 3rd and Terry Lewis

And does anyone hate it when the seasons change and all it does is remind you of past years when you were with a specific someone, and were happier and makes you miss the past so much. And I don't know why I still cry about it.