ladyofeve

I have absolutely the worst headache in the world. I feel like my head is about to explode from the pressure. That's about all I can say right now. But feeling down again. Oh well
I think I am Bipolar or something. cause this up and down shit is getting old. Or maybe it's just these stupid hormones. Cause I doubt it's that extreme.

Yes, I intentionally left the last one blank. Feeling a little bit better.



Of All The Gin Joints In All The World

You only hold me up like this
'Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste...
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Sometime's, I get on my nerves. Why is it that I have to be such a jealous person? I have sinned twice today. Once at the grocery store for envying this guy's car that was bad ass, I must add, while putting groceries in my car that everything is slowly falling apart on, but it's stupid to spend so much money on your car just...
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I've been depressed alot lately. I don't know why. Life should be grand, and enjoyed while you can.



P.S. My belly button piercing didn't close up!!!

Man, Fuck this.

Again, here I am, all alone. At least I got my baby with me (the real one). I miss so many of my friends. It hurts real bad Stephanie is to busy getting a place with her boyfriend. So I'll never see or hear from her again. Sarah says she'll come over, then doesn't come over or call. Krissy's always busy working (or being a...
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Doesn't it feel like they can pick and choose when they want the kids to come over and then when they wanna go to bed it's, can you come pick them up now even though I said 9 or 9:30? It's very frustrating when you make plans to go do something and then they decide they want you to come pick him up. I hope...
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MEN why don't they all just go to hell? And stop fucking up my life. Oh, wait that's my fault, if I didn't care then there wouldn't even be a problem.... why? Why does it have to be so damn complicated.

I think I have anxiety attics, but I'm not quit sure exactly what they entail, I know what a panic attack is or are they exactly the same?

Or am I just going crazy.

Hello good buddies. How is everybody doing? I am hanging in there. Don't have much to say. Sick. thats about it. We SG'ers in the Dayton vicinity, not to mention Cincinnati, need to get together. It's been since June and I haven't met very many of you yet. Keep that in mind. Love ya.

Ok now I feel a little different. But i have a feeling that things arent going to quite work out the way i would like them to.

I just need to be shot in the head.