So tomorrow i'm going into the inpatient unit and staying there for two weeks. I'm not only getting off the codeine now but my clonazepam (like valium) aswell which is a huge step for me as i've been using it for about 3/4 years. So i'll be completely clean. Scary. 
So i won't be online for two weeks.. well i have my cell but it's hard to work this site on it.
Thanks for all the support guys it's really helpful and i'm appreciative of every kind word you take the time to give.
It's going to be a hard process for me but i'll be stronger by the end of it I hope and most importantly clean and less vulnerable.
Work in progress, i suppose my next blog will be interesting, perhaps a changed person..............
-watch this space-
So i won't be online for two weeks.. well i have my cell but it's hard to work this site on it.
Thanks for all the support guys it's really helpful and i'm appreciative of every kind word you take the time to give.
It's going to be a hard process for me but i'll be stronger by the end of it I hope and most importantly clean and less vulnerable.
Work in progress, i suppose my next blog will be interesting, perhaps a changed person..............
-watch this space-
If it matters at all, I'm getting myself off of painkillers right now. I don't have the help of rehab. I am going through it by myself.
So I hope you do well and I do know how you feel. It IS scary. Because I'm highly addicted to them and I don't feel so hot right now... plus, sobriety sucks.