Some really hard to digest news was dumped on me yesterday, but I am doing my best to stay positive. I don't have to make any decisions as of yet, so I am just going to try and stay calm.
I signed up for this though, when I said yes I knew that James was suffering from a disease and by god I am going to do everything in my power to help him get treatment...
Its just when things finally start to go right in my life, I get hopeful and something has to come along and deter me, every fucking time.
I feel like stuffing myself with this....and hiding away in bed for 2 weeks.
I just need to breathe. And distract myself.
Brittney.
I signed up for this though, when I said yes I knew that James was suffering from a disease and by god I am going to do everything in my power to help him get treatment...
Its just when things finally start to go right in my life, I get hopeful and something has to come along and deter me, every fucking time.
I feel like stuffing myself with this....and hiding away in bed for 2 weeks.
I just need to breathe. And distract myself.
Brittney.
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clementineblue:
all you can do is deal with it. because you know how much worse it will be if you dont. you cant hide, what your hiding from will be there when you come back. ya know? so soldier on as best you can. i hope things get better for you both. keep your chin up and focus on a point in the distance, just keep going babe. xxoo
8bitbones:
Did you actually eat that nom of awesome? If so I'm jealous!