ladyker0sene

its emo if you cant deal then dont read it
Current mood: crushed


Im Numb
Semi hung over and anxiously awaiting to get stoned off my ass in order to forget the stress of my dreary mundane life.

I don't know how to feel anymore
I don't know how to react to people's fuck-up-ness
I don't know how to fix my meloncollie and my infinate sadness
That's if I want it to be fixed


It hurts too much to dream
It hurts too much to exist
It hurts too much to love
And It damn well hurts knowing that this vicious cycle will never end

I sit up at night dreaming of my fair escape
Wishing on my broken heart that my prince will come and save me
Because isnt that what a girl needs every once in a while?
To be cherished
To be saved
To be loved
All you need is love
All I need is to be saved from myself and my shakey bloodstained hands

I need to be held down when im screaming
I need to be fucked hard and passionately
I need to helped up when im on the floor crying
Most importantly, I need to know that Im worth the fight

But am I worth the fight?
Am I worth your mascara stained tears?
You have made it obvious that im not your love
And you are not my sweet prince
And there he stays, so cold and distant
So far away


Holding
Holding my shattered, bleeding heart in his pale hands
Now who's the tainted one my darling?
How cruel you can be to the one that loves you the most

Someone save me

Savet his wreched girl from her predetermined sins
To love and not be loved
To break hearts and have my steped on
We all reak of love's decay
We will never be clean again
This is our lover's tragic lullaby

So farewell sweet prince
I shall see you in my dreams
Where you kiss me goodnight
Only to wake up to find that you were never there